Hey all,
So I am currently on my 4th year surgery audition rotation and I feel like things have been mixed. First off, I have been away from the hospital for 6 months (won't go into details why). So I'm rusty and third year rotations, I mostly was either writing progress notes and following residents around. I did well third year for surgery but on an audition I feel I need to behave more like an intern. Some residents like me and see that I'm trying hard. But I think most of the residents see me as a useless student and only give me 2 patients to see and then stick me in the OR because I am of no help to them on the floor. I really really want to be helpful and also to learn, but I guess since I'm rusty and my experience as a 3rd year has been less involved I don't know how to progress. And I'm depressed because I feel like as a fourth year I should know how to do a lot of things and shouldn't ask for help so I'm afraid to. If any one has advice on how they excelled in their 4th year rotation, what they did to be helpful and stand out during their surgery audition, I would really appreciate it.
So I am currently on my 4th year surgery audition rotation and I feel like things have been mixed. First off, I have been away from the hospital for 6 months (won't go into details why). So I'm rusty and third year rotations, I mostly was either writing progress notes and following residents around. I did well third year for surgery but on an audition I feel I need to behave more like an intern. Some residents like me and see that I'm trying hard. But I think most of the residents see me as a useless student and only give me 2 patients to see and then stick me in the OR because I am of no help to them on the floor. I really really want to be helpful and also to learn, but I guess since I'm rusty and my experience as a 3rd year has been less involved I don't know how to progress. And I'm depressed because I feel like as a fourth year I should know how to do a lot of things and shouldn't ask for help so I'm afraid to. If any one has advice on how they excelled in their 4th year rotation, what they did to be helpful and stand out during their surgery audition, I would really appreciate it.