So I'm in a bit of a mess here...
I've been accepted to a DO school, and I actually start class in three days. While I should be getting more and more excited about starting med school, I've been becoming increasingly apprehensive. I took my acceptance and ran with it, like many on here have suggested, but I still am left feeling like I've made a HUGE mistake.
My fiance is finishing up her undergrad and we have been talking a lot about her going to grad school. It seems like I'm more excited than she is every time we get to talking about it. Whenever I get talking about my research experiences and how great I think grad school would be it gets me thinking that I should have gone that route.
I didn't apply to any combined MD/PhD programs in my first application cycle. I pretty much had myself convinced that I could leave research behind and focus on becoming a physician. I felt like I didn't have any real chances of getting into a combined program, so I just made the decision and picked medicine over grad school. Now, I just really feel like I sold myself short and I'm not going to really enjoy the path that I'm on.
I had a poor undergrad gpa (~3.3) but a fairly respectable MCAT (36). Lots of ECs, though not many that were related to medicine. I also did a lot of research while in school. Research in biochem, chemistry (radiation/radical chem), and mechanical (biotech) engineering. I have one co-authored publication and I have enough to talk about regarding my research that I could write a short novel. It seems that I didn't get much MD love because my background has me more suited for research than anything.
I guess what I really want to know is...what can I do at this point?
I've thought of returning to my ugrad institution to do a second degree (or just take some relevant classes) in biology...or finish the first year at my DO school and try to transfer (which seems to be nearly impossible)...
The situation just really has me down and I don't know what I should do...I know it probably isn't in my best interest to be going into my first year of med school with such a grim outlook.
I've been accepted to a DO school, and I actually start class in three days. While I should be getting more and more excited about starting med school, I've been becoming increasingly apprehensive. I took my acceptance and ran with it, like many on here have suggested, but I still am left feeling like I've made a HUGE mistake.
My fiance is finishing up her undergrad and we have been talking a lot about her going to grad school. It seems like I'm more excited than she is every time we get to talking about it. Whenever I get talking about my research experiences and how great I think grad school would be it gets me thinking that I should have gone that route.
I didn't apply to any combined MD/PhD programs in my first application cycle. I pretty much had myself convinced that I could leave research behind and focus on becoming a physician. I felt like I didn't have any real chances of getting into a combined program, so I just made the decision and picked medicine over grad school. Now, I just really feel like I sold myself short and I'm not going to really enjoy the path that I'm on.
I had a poor undergrad gpa (~3.3) but a fairly respectable MCAT (36). Lots of ECs, though not many that were related to medicine. I also did a lot of research while in school. Research in biochem, chemistry (radiation/radical chem), and mechanical (biotech) engineering. I have one co-authored publication and I have enough to talk about regarding my research that I could write a short novel. It seems that I didn't get much MD love because my background has me more suited for research than anything.
I guess what I really want to know is...what can I do at this point?
I've thought of returning to my ugrad institution to do a second degree (or just take some relevant classes) in biology...or finish the first year at my DO school and try to transfer (which seems to be nearly impossible)...
The situation just really has me down and I don't know what I should do...I know it probably isn't in my best interest to be going into my first year of med school with such a grim outlook.