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Hi,
I'm pretty depressed today. I'm an AMG and didn't match pathology and this was unexpected.
Here are my stats:
Prior to med school: honors degree in a physical science. 2 years of research and work as a TA (no publications however). I did write and present an "undergraduate thesis" as part of my honors college requirement. I was going to go into a PhD program for research, but decided it would be more advantageous and interesting to go to med school and become a pathologist.
Med school: Osteopathic. 2.5 gpa the first two years, 3.5 gpa during the last two years.
Board exams: Didn't take USMLE, only the osteopathic equivalent. Osteopathic equivalent of Step 1= exactly national average. Osteopathic equivalent of Step 2 CK= exactly national average. Osteopathic equivalent of Step 2 CS....I took that late in my fourth year. We'll get to that later.
Med school research: Osteopathic schools don't have research at all. I was able to secure a VSAS away elective during my fourth year at a big-name public institution and helped a path PI write an abstract that was accepted at the 2016 USCAP.
Interviews: I have no parental or significant other and was limited monetarily in where I could apply. I only applied to places within driving distance of where I am. I had 14-15 interview offers. I went on 10 of those interviews due to financial limitations. I got great feedback on every single one of my interviews, which included one Ivy League program and Duke. I was told "any program would be lucky to have you," and "you're a strong candidate." I ranked 7 places.
..........
In January before the match rank lists were due, I found the devastating news that I did not pass my osteopathic equivalent of Step 2 CS. This was out of left field and unbelievable. I made the decision not to inform any of the programs that I had failed the CS, and did not release my failing score to them, hoping that such a thing could have been overlooked. I retook the CS after the match rank lists were due, and I am still waiting for my passing results.
Fast forward to this week. I did not match, I scrambled keeping my net very wide and only got two telephone interviews.
I'm basically ****ed.
I'm not sure if I didn't match simply because there were people better than me, because I didn't rank enough places, because my ranked places didn't have my passing CS score in hand before they assembled their rank lists.
I cannot imagine myself being anything other than a pathologist. The ONLY other medical specialty I can tolerate is psychiatry (I did very well on my psych rotation and actually do enjoy it somewhat), and I sent in psych applications during the scramble, but didn't hear anything.
My pathetic osteopathic school has no advisors for their students for situations like this. I'm trying to scour the internet to see what my best next step should be.
Here are the options I currently have for the immediate future:
1. ) do an osteopathic transitional year at the rural hospital I'm at starting this July. I can do an osteopathic psychiatry residency at the same place the following year, OR I can look for 1-year pathology research fellowships during my transitional year and start research after my transitional year ends. :s
2.) do a TWO-year pathology pre-residency fellowship (that I found entirely without the help of my school) starting this July and hope it helps my CV for when I reapply to path in two years.
The thought of being a general medical intern has me repulsed, largely because I hate most other medicine and I am scared my lack of enthusiasm will manifest itself in subpar patient care.
On the other hand, I live alone without any family or spouse support and I cannot be without a job starting this July.
What do you guys suggest I do in this situation?
I'm pretty depressed today. I'm an AMG and didn't match pathology and this was unexpected.
Here are my stats:
Prior to med school: honors degree in a physical science. 2 years of research and work as a TA (no publications however). I did write and present an "undergraduate thesis" as part of my honors college requirement. I was going to go into a PhD program for research, but decided it would be more advantageous and interesting to go to med school and become a pathologist.
Med school: Osteopathic. 2.5 gpa the first two years, 3.5 gpa during the last two years.
Board exams: Didn't take USMLE, only the osteopathic equivalent. Osteopathic equivalent of Step 1= exactly national average. Osteopathic equivalent of Step 2 CK= exactly national average. Osteopathic equivalent of Step 2 CS....I took that late in my fourth year. We'll get to that later.
Med school research: Osteopathic schools don't have research at all. I was able to secure a VSAS away elective during my fourth year at a big-name public institution and helped a path PI write an abstract that was accepted at the 2016 USCAP.
Interviews: I have no parental or significant other and was limited monetarily in where I could apply. I only applied to places within driving distance of where I am. I had 14-15 interview offers. I went on 10 of those interviews due to financial limitations. I got great feedback on every single one of my interviews, which included one Ivy League program and Duke. I was told "any program would be lucky to have you," and "you're a strong candidate." I ranked 7 places.
..........
In January before the match rank lists were due, I found the devastating news that I did not pass my osteopathic equivalent of Step 2 CS. This was out of left field and unbelievable. I made the decision not to inform any of the programs that I had failed the CS, and did not release my failing score to them, hoping that such a thing could have been overlooked. I retook the CS after the match rank lists were due, and I am still waiting for my passing results.
Fast forward to this week. I did not match, I scrambled keeping my net very wide and only got two telephone interviews.
I'm basically ****ed.
I'm not sure if I didn't match simply because there were people better than me, because I didn't rank enough places, because my ranked places didn't have my passing CS score in hand before they assembled their rank lists.
I cannot imagine myself being anything other than a pathologist. The ONLY other medical specialty I can tolerate is psychiatry (I did very well on my psych rotation and actually do enjoy it somewhat), and I sent in psych applications during the scramble, but didn't hear anything.
My pathetic osteopathic school has no advisors for their students for situations like this. I'm trying to scour the internet to see what my best next step should be.
Here are the options I currently have for the immediate future:
1. ) do an osteopathic transitional year at the rural hospital I'm at starting this July. I can do an osteopathic psychiatry residency at the same place the following year, OR I can look for 1-year pathology research fellowships during my transitional year and start research after my transitional year ends. :s
2.) do a TWO-year pathology pre-residency fellowship (that I found entirely without the help of my school) starting this July and hope it helps my CV for when I reapply to path in two years.
The thought of being a general medical intern has me repulsed, largely because I hate most other medicine and I am scared my lack of enthusiasm will manifest itself in subpar patient care.
On the other hand, I live alone without any family or spouse support and I cannot be without a job starting this July.
What do you guys suggest I do in this situation?