I'm not talking about the books/boards stuff. I'm talking about the reality of being a doctor, being in charge of lives, making decisions, etc.
I did some shadowing with an IM resident recently and got to see what being a doctor is really like. Now that I have some sort of frame of reference (as opposed to pre-med shadowing), things just seem so incredibly difficult. I'm having an impossible time imagining myself being able to do a lot of the things I saw.
Making quick diagnoses on the spot, dealing with patients and their families so smoothly, knowing how to interpret everything, working under pressure..... it was awesome to see and motivating for sure, but it's just left with me a huge feeling of self-doubt.
Anyone else feel this way as a M1/M2 (or beyond)? Is this normal?
I did some shadowing with an IM resident recently and got to see what being a doctor is really like. Now that I have some sort of frame of reference (as opposed to pre-med shadowing), things just seem so incredibly difficult. I'm having an impossible time imagining myself being able to do a lot of the things I saw.
Making quick diagnoses on the spot, dealing with patients and their families so smoothly, knowing how to interpret everything, working under pressure..... it was awesome to see and motivating for sure, but it's just left with me a huge feeling of self-doubt.
Anyone else feel this way as a M1/M2 (or beyond)? Is this normal?