I am right there with you if misery loves company. I have been falling severely behind this semester as I had to make a decision to join the DVM/PhD program or not and choose a mentor if I should go that route. About a month or so ago, I decided I should go for it, but hadn't actually gotten around to the paper work to confirm that choice. I went ahead and got it filled out and was just lacking the Statement of Purpose (which is somewhat like rewriting a PS
) when I was told that everyone had forgotten that I got in off pre-reqs, no BS... meaning Grad school apps require a BS.
I am lucky that I am now great friends with the Associate Dean and he is going to bat for me, but I am still left out in the cold while a decision is made whether or not to break the rules for little ol' me. I had come to vet school knowing that I might go the research route, but still loved mixed GP as well. I have thus far dedicated myself to the research side, but now that that is in jeopardy from a stupid piece of paper, I have to reevaluate everything. I am lightyears behind my classmates as far as practical experience, and need to possibly adjust my mind frame once more to yet another career path.
Anyway, lots more at play than what I have written here, and what it boils down to, if you wanna chat with someone else going through a mid-life crisis, my second actually, PM me.