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to answer the previous posters question no, the treatment doesnt make u some wiz kid back like b4 overnight, i been on treatment for 4 weeks with intense therapy and pyschitry, i been seein a pyschiatrist once a week and a clinical pyschologist once a week and the exchanged notes and stuff cause it was at my university. i started with zoloft with made me worse, then went to paxil which was just like a sleepin pill to me and messed me up, then when i switched docs, and was put on the above combo coctail i gave u, i started to feel better after 3 weeks, when i say better i mean stabilized to function. Before i was too full of anxiety that even getting dressed and going out of the door was an accomplisment for me, it was hard for me to do anything, and i was too anxious to function and that lack of control of my anxiety made me depressed where i even functioned less, now i am on the treatment plan, thusfar, i am stabilized enough to think of my future and not just be bed ridden and sleeping 24/7 and feeling too sick to eat or do anythin or see anyone or talk to anyone. I feel more free now, but i dont think i am fully treated yet, but I DO notice a difference, i will let u know of my progress as time goes if u want just pm me anyone. I wish i knew all the stuff i know now b4, i would of got treatment way b4. i feel way more educated about the disease and about seeking treatment, so good now that i can even diagnose people, i helped my exgf who had bipolar and convinced her to get treatment and i was right she was bipolar, and helped my other depressed friend who was in dental school to get convinced to go and seek treatment. When they saw me Mr. Macho boy who was outgoing and Mr. independent seek treatment and heard my story they broke down and let me see thru them which allowed me to help them. We all need to help each other when it comes to such a disease, man when i first started my anxiety was so bad i used to wish that i had cancer rather then this crap, at least cancer u know what u have and u know what needs to be done, this mental stuff is all trial and error and freaky scary to pursue treatment cause
1. ur too anxious and depressed to even realize how to seek and to actually get urself to seek treatment.
2. its hard to deal with the stigma, costs, and trusting a doc to play with ur brain and worryin about the aftermath of seein a shrink (ex. how it may show on ur record, what ur family may think or those around u, etc...
3. you stop trusting urself and ur abilities cause u never know when this evil disease is going to go away or come back.
But with all those reasons the smartest thing i did was seeking treatment, i couldnt be any worse then i was, i feel like i am on the road to recovery, Hopefully , pray for me peoples.
Mike
1. ur too anxious and depressed to even realize how to seek and to actually get urself to seek treatment.
2. its hard to deal with the stigma, costs, and trusting a doc to play with ur brain and worryin about the aftermath of seein a shrink (ex. how it may show on ur record, what ur family may think or those around u, etc...
3. you stop trusting urself and ur abilities cause u never know when this evil disease is going to go away or come back.
But with all those reasons the smartest thing i did was seeking treatment, i couldnt be any worse then i was, i feel like i am on the road to recovery, Hopefully , pray for me peoples.
Mike