You might wonder why did I selected such an anomalous school to begin with if my intentions were clear. The short answer is it was my only option. I am from a small island and my family is extremely poor. I applied to several schools in the U.S. and although I got into most of them, I was not able to matriculate to them for financial reasons. My current college, a late and final attempt, though not ideal, gave me a full scholarship so I attended. I had no intentions of attending medical school in the U.S. and I still don't as I know that it is financially impossible. Not to say that I am not trying despite the astronomical cost, but it is a far-fetched dream. I decided to apply to colleges in the U.S. not because thought it would be "free," rather, I knew my access to education would be "freer." I don't mean financially.
By "freer," I speak of one's access and prerogative to survey different academic fields and be as diverse as one's effort allows. In my country, we follow the British education system, which entails students specializing in a specific area at too early an age. I do not have a problem with this, and though I wish it were different, I think it made me a good student. The problem arose because my family could not afford the textbooks for the science classes; as a result, I had to commit to Business education since my brother had all the texts. This decision is written in stone once you finish year 9: unless you intend to repeat
. I was only 13 when I made my decision and I didn't know that it would affect my current situation, but I have learned to live with it. Until now.
I did business right through sixth form. My grades were good: I got all A's in my A-level exams across 7 different subjects and received two national honours. But I was very unhappy as I have always had a mind to pursue the sciences. I had to find another option since I did not want a career in Business and I could not afford to retake O level science then proceed to A level. I did and it was a liberal arts education in the U.S. Unfortunately, it's not going the way I initially had hope.
Little did I know, my current college would make me no more eligible for medical school than my previous education did. I am not criticizing my current college or the programme as I strongly believe this type of education is necessary and should be implemented at the general level. However society values efficiency and so do medical schools.