Hello all,
I have suffered from mental health issues for several years now, basically ever since I began my trek of pre-vet. However, things are now worse than ever, and I'm wondering if it is time for me to give up on this dream.
I have been in undergrad for about 6 years now. I had to stop and take a year off due to my depression and suicidal thoughts, and therefore took a medical leave. I have since enrolled in another school. But now every time I hit a road block or am struggling with classes it is exhausting to keep going. I exhaust so much energy "fighting my demons" (which basically translates to me not doing anything stupid- thank you to my dogs), and what energy I do have left to study is minimal. Quite frankly, I'm tired... mentally, physically, and emotionally. I'm tired of living like this, and it is always the pre-vet classes that bring out the worst of my thoughts.
At this point I feel as if I have no options. Basically I see nothing for myself or my future. I'm disappointed for having little to nothing to show from all of my tiresome work in undergrad but I doubt I can keep working towards classes that bring out the worst in me. When I was home and working, it was as if my depression went away, but it always creeps back with these classes.
Any advice is appreciated. I'm also open to any possible Animal Science career options, and how to break the news to my parents who are continuously disappointed in me for never finishing anything. They consistently sweep my depression issues under the rug, including when I was having suicidal thoughts. (They go for the "ignore it and hope it goes away" approach.)
Thank you in advance.
I have suffered from mental health issues for several years now, basically ever since I began my trek of pre-vet. However, things are now worse than ever, and I'm wondering if it is time for me to give up on this dream.
I have been in undergrad for about 6 years now. I had to stop and take a year off due to my depression and suicidal thoughts, and therefore took a medical leave. I have since enrolled in another school. But now every time I hit a road block or am struggling with classes it is exhausting to keep going. I exhaust so much energy "fighting my demons" (which basically translates to me not doing anything stupid- thank you to my dogs), and what energy I do have left to study is minimal. Quite frankly, I'm tired... mentally, physically, and emotionally. I'm tired of living like this, and it is always the pre-vet classes that bring out the worst of my thoughts.
At this point I feel as if I have no options. Basically I see nothing for myself or my future. I'm disappointed for having little to nothing to show from all of my tiresome work in undergrad but I doubt I can keep working towards classes that bring out the worst in me. When I was home and working, it was as if my depression went away, but it always creeps back with these classes.
Any advice is appreciated. I'm also open to any possible Animal Science career options, and how to break the news to my parents who are continuously disappointed in me for never finishing anything. They consistently sweep my depression issues under the rug, including when I was having suicidal thoughts. (They go for the "ignore it and hope it goes away" approach.)
Thank you in advance.