This should be a make or break year for me. I'm taking another year of Uni, (which will earn me a 2nd BA) and within 2014-2015 I also intend to get some research experience and to do the GRE. So it will be a busy year. Right now trying to contact research labs, but so far limited response. I'm also nervous about taking a course like stats, as I was never the greatest math student. I also noticed that a couple of my professors for the fall semester are really rated poorly on ratemyprofessors, and I'm questioning if I can get the neccesary grades as a result.
Anyways, prior to being admitted to graduate school, did you have real concern over your competitiveness or just your ability to get all this stuff done succesfully? Did it take you an extra year to improve GPA? Did you have to do the GRE multiple times? Were you older when you applied? Did you have issues getting the neccesary research experience? Was it difficult to juggle all of this?
Concerning the ratemyprofessor reviews, I'd certainly take those with a grain of salt, if anything at all. I always thought that the students who posted on there were looking to coast through their undergrad. Put in the necessary work and you'll get the grade you deserve (most of the time, anyway). In fact, I'd suggest going above and beyond in an essential course like stats.
To answer your other questions: yes. Without a doubt I questioned my competitiveness (don't we all?). When I applied the first time, I was leaving undergrad with two solid years of research xp (two articles with one first author, six posters) and three stellar references, but my GREs were simply... average. I took the GRE twice, and, after 12 applications to clinical PhD programs, I received one interview and was never accepted. I was extremely discouraged. I opted not to retake the GRE a third time because I always considered myself to be a poor standardized test taker, and I was offered a paid RA through my undergrad mentor. I went the route to gain more research experience, which resulted in a few more posters and publications. I reapplied at the nascent age of 22 and was luckily presented with many acceptance offers that second time around. I might never find a way to repay my undergrad mentor for all his help (he jokingly suggested a new car would suffice
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Juggling everything is definitely a difficult task. I struggled immensely when I first took on the responsibility of a full course load, a TA, and an RA. I was never so busy before, and it took me about a year to settle into it all (about the time I applied the first time, which added more responsibility). When I look back at the process as a whole, I am happy it panned out the way it did. Maybe I'd rather have went to grad school right after my undergrad, but I'm so grateful for my current situation.
My advice to you may sound cliche, but, if it's everything you ever wanted, give it your all with no regrets. I am truly passionate about conducting research and I've been told by many that it is visibly shown. I credit most of that to a honeymoon period that may shortly end, but I wouldn't be here if I didn't love this stuff. Worst case scenario is that your original dream plan doesn't pan out as expected. I know mine didn't. I always wanted to be an athlete. If that's the case, I suggest that you find something you don't hate. That's really important.