I'm currently starting my second year in Family Practice residency and have been having doubts about my career choice. I do love my patients, and I enjoy the challenge of the broad field of knowledge, but I'm absolutely worn out by clinic, charts, insurers, phone-notes, paper-work and more paper-work. I occasionally have a good day, but overall I find myself dreading work, which I keep telling myself will get better once residency is over, but I am not so sure this is true.
Enter pathology. I used my elective this month to do a pathology rotation. (I always wanted to do one in medical school, but I didn't get placed and it was so far into my fourth year when I was already knee-deep in the primary care track that I'm not sure it would have made a difference.) So, I've been really enjoying it. Everyone seems to love their job, and though I don't always see what they are talking about, I am absolutely intrigued when looking at slides with attendings. I like hanging out in the gross lab with the PAs, and I just saw my first autopsy last night, which was quite an experience. I feel at peace in a laboratory, and I don't thrive in chaotic environments, like so often family medicine clinic can become.
I think, looking back, I felt most in my element second year of medical school. I, admittedly, did not honor histology and barely honored anatomy, but our second-year pathology, immunology, and microbiology courses were my favorite. They came easily to me and I really enjoyed them. However, I am not particularly interested in research. I did do well on all three parts of the boards, and I just really enjoy learning. I like having my nose in a book, and I enjoy finding answers and making diagnoses.
I am very torn and welcome any advice you all have to offer. Thanks so much!
Enter pathology. I used my elective this month to do a pathology rotation. (I always wanted to do one in medical school, but I didn't get placed and it was so far into my fourth year when I was already knee-deep in the primary care track that I'm not sure it would have made a difference.) So, I've been really enjoying it. Everyone seems to love their job, and though I don't always see what they are talking about, I am absolutely intrigued when looking at slides with attendings. I like hanging out in the gross lab with the PAs, and I just saw my first autopsy last night, which was quite an experience. I feel at peace in a laboratory, and I don't thrive in chaotic environments, like so often family medicine clinic can become.
I think, looking back, I felt most in my element second year of medical school. I, admittedly, did not honor histology and barely honored anatomy, but our second-year pathology, immunology, and microbiology courses were my favorite. They came easily to me and I really enjoyed them. However, I am not particularly interested in research. I did do well on all three parts of the boards, and I just really enjoy learning. I like having my nose in a book, and I enjoy finding answers and making diagnoses.
I am very torn and welcome any advice you all have to offer. Thanks so much!