Hi, I am a first year college student attending one of the most challenging universities in Louisiana, Xavier University of Louisiana. I am majoring in Biology Pre-Med and I want to attend Medical School after my undergraduate studies. I just finished my first semester in college and it was NOT easy for me at all. It is not that the work was hard, but being that it was my first semester being away from home I fell into that freshman mentality of wanting to party and I was not focused at all on my studies. I failed one of my Biology courses and an English Course. I also received 2 D's; one in a Biology Lab and a Chemistry course. In high school I was the "naturally" intelligent girl who honestly had to study for NOTHING. Made perfect scores on AP course work and now I feel like my entire life is over. Can retaking these courses Spring semester change anything? I have lost all hope. Going to Medical School has always been my dream and in one semester I honestly feel as though I have screwed everything up, but I am willing to cut out my entire social life to accomplish what I originally set out to do.I will go back to the old me and focus entirely on what I need to focus on. I just need assurance that this will not all be for nothing. Is there a way to turn things around? I NEED constructive criticism, but please don't be too rude. I feel like a failure enough as it is. If the truth is that Med school is out of the picture for me though, I would truly like to hear so.