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I am not going to post my whole history here, as I'm pretty sure everyone knows it already. The abbreviated version of my application cycles goes like this:
-Year 1: Sick. In and out of the hospital multiple times. Sent no secondaries because I was on too many meds and decided to try again next year.
-Year 2: A relative offered to pay app fees, but, the day after I submitted my primaries, they saw the price and backed out. I used some of my student loans to complete a couple, but nothing came of them.
-Year 3: Another relative offered to pay as soon as she sold her old house, if I helped her fix it up. I spent too many hours replacing insulation and patching drywall before she broke the news that she owed so much on the house that she would have to short-sale it, thus, I would get nothing. Somehow, between the house work and working as a private tutor (and with a couple exceedingly generous donations), I managed to apply to a few schools.
Now, year 4 is here. The last year my MCAT score is valid at any school. I plan on applying to DO schools, as my efforts at MD schools have all been disappointing.
I am looking for creative ways to pay for my apps this year. Something which will work so I can have a shot at doing something with my life and make a positive change in this world.
Just as a way of illustrating how severely I am running out of other options, I will address some of the options I have heard before and how viable each one is:
-Savings: Don't be silly. I have $10 in my bank account right now. Every stock/bond I had at some point (all 2 of them, thanks grandpa!) went to paying off my father's debts when he declared bankruptcy and ran away.
-Sell things: I have no double eagles or maya death masks I can sell on ebay. I use a flip-phone and am posting this from a 5-year old computer with a monitor and printer that are pushing 10.
-Credit Cards: No chance. Due to being joint on at least one debt when my father declared bankruptcy, I have also declared bankruptcy (even though I had no part in it. Yes, credit reports suck.) Regardless, I applied for several credit cards a couple months ago, and all were denied. (no surprise)
-Ask relatives: Already tried this the past 2 years... and you can see how well that has worked.
-FAP: The DO fee assistance program (as far as I understand it) will pay for 3 primaries. Nothing else. So that will cut a couple hundred off the total, but does nothing to pay for the remaining primaries, any secondaries, travel, or the deposit to hold my spot in a class (if I get one).
-Student loans: An idea pushed by a friend is to go back to school and take something simple and useful (such as spanish) and use the excess (earmarked for 'living expenses') from the student loans to pay for apps. Unfortunately, because of my ruined credit, I can only get student loans if I start a program which will further my education (such as a PhD/MD/DO program).
-Cut your expenses: For the past year, I have been living on $700-$800 a month, over half of which is rent. I don't go to the theater, I don't buy video games, I don't go out to eat, I don't have a car, I don't even have health insurance. I have nothing else to cut.
-Get a job: Thanks grandma. I have been applying and finding nothing in my area. I have got interviews at a couple places, and frequently get the "you're overqualified to work at Subway" nonsense. I would love a job at a lab or a private doctor's office or even (gasp!) a veterinary office, but such positions are few and far between. And those which do exist have tons of applicants to choose from. (One PI I interviewed with straight up told me he had 136 applicants for a single Research Assistant 2 position, several of which had PhDs. How insane is that!?!)
Which leads me to the 2 possibilities I have come across which actually seem plausible:
-Give up, find a job as manager of a Starbucks, save some money, and try again in 5 years: If this year leads to no acceptances, I WILL do this, but I see no reason to give up while my MCAT is still valid somewhere.
-Create a gofundme and beg for donations: I didn't even consider this before as I had relatives who said they would fund me the previous 2 years. (Yeah, shame on me for trusting them.) Further, I resisted the idea until recently out of some sort of pride or desire to keep my anonymity.... Now, out of desperation, I have finally created one. I have shared it with friends and family ($0 raised! What a surprise!)
In summary: Please let me know what I can do here. Is there an option I have not looked into? Is it time to give up? What can I do?
(And if you really want to donate, shoot me a PM and I'll give you a link to my gofundme.)
-Year 1: Sick. In and out of the hospital multiple times. Sent no secondaries because I was on too many meds and decided to try again next year.
-Year 2: A relative offered to pay app fees, but, the day after I submitted my primaries, they saw the price and backed out. I used some of my student loans to complete a couple, but nothing came of them.
-Year 3: Another relative offered to pay as soon as she sold her old house, if I helped her fix it up. I spent too many hours replacing insulation and patching drywall before she broke the news that she owed so much on the house that she would have to short-sale it, thus, I would get nothing. Somehow, between the house work and working as a private tutor (and with a couple exceedingly generous donations), I managed to apply to a few schools.
Now, year 4 is here. The last year my MCAT score is valid at any school. I plan on applying to DO schools, as my efforts at MD schools have all been disappointing.
I am looking for creative ways to pay for my apps this year. Something which will work so I can have a shot at doing something with my life and make a positive change in this world.
Just as a way of illustrating how severely I am running out of other options, I will address some of the options I have heard before and how viable each one is:
-Savings: Don't be silly. I have $10 in my bank account right now. Every stock/bond I had at some point (all 2 of them, thanks grandpa!) went to paying off my father's debts when he declared bankruptcy and ran away.
-Sell things: I have no double eagles or maya death masks I can sell on ebay. I use a flip-phone and am posting this from a 5-year old computer with a monitor and printer that are pushing 10.
-Credit Cards: No chance. Due to being joint on at least one debt when my father declared bankruptcy, I have also declared bankruptcy (even though I had no part in it. Yes, credit reports suck.) Regardless, I applied for several credit cards a couple months ago, and all were denied. (no surprise)
-Ask relatives: Already tried this the past 2 years... and you can see how well that has worked.
-FAP: The DO fee assistance program (as far as I understand it) will pay for 3 primaries. Nothing else. So that will cut a couple hundred off the total, but does nothing to pay for the remaining primaries, any secondaries, travel, or the deposit to hold my spot in a class (if I get one).
-Student loans: An idea pushed by a friend is to go back to school and take something simple and useful (such as spanish) and use the excess (earmarked for 'living expenses') from the student loans to pay for apps. Unfortunately, because of my ruined credit, I can only get student loans if I start a program which will further my education (such as a PhD/MD/DO program).
-Cut your expenses: For the past year, I have been living on $700-$800 a month, over half of which is rent. I don't go to the theater, I don't buy video games, I don't go out to eat, I don't have a car, I don't even have health insurance. I have nothing else to cut.
-Get a job: Thanks grandma. I have been applying and finding nothing in my area. I have got interviews at a couple places, and frequently get the "you're overqualified to work at Subway" nonsense. I would love a job at a lab or a private doctor's office or even (gasp!) a veterinary office, but such positions are few and far between. And those which do exist have tons of applicants to choose from. (One PI I interviewed with straight up told me he had 136 applicants for a single Research Assistant 2 position, several of which had PhDs. How insane is that!?!)
Which leads me to the 2 possibilities I have come across which actually seem plausible:
-Give up, find a job as manager of a Starbucks, save some money, and try again in 5 years: If this year leads to no acceptances, I WILL do this, but I see no reason to give up while my MCAT is still valid somewhere.
-Create a gofundme and beg for donations: I didn't even consider this before as I had relatives who said they would fund me the previous 2 years. (Yeah, shame on me for trusting them.) Further, I resisted the idea until recently out of some sort of pride or desire to keep my anonymity.... Now, out of desperation, I have finally created one. I have shared it with friends and family ($0 raised! What a surprise!)
In summary: Please let me know what I can do here. Is there an option I have not looked into? Is it time to give up? What can I do?
(And if you really want to donate, shoot me a PM and I'll give you a link to my gofundme.)
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