I felt like I was burning out a lot during my prep, too.
I think a lot of it has to do with just feeling guilty about your day's work instead of feeling proud of it. The "standard" SN2 schedule puts an overwhelmingly large amount of work into one day, and if you're always comparing yourself to that standard of other's, you will never feel good. So do the best you can with your days: study, keep yourself healthy (eat well, sleep well, exercise), and still do the things you enjoy. Make a schedule that works for you, and find ways to reward yourself for your long day's work (maybe go hang out for a little at the end of the day, exercise, take a walk, watch some TV). Whatever you do, just keep on trying to find mechanisms that allow you to take guilt-free breaks in between your study, because, unless you're superhuman (there are some on here), almost everyone needs to recharge their brain every now and then.
Some other ideas:
- Set goals and keep track of your improvements
- Take 1 or 2 days off of the week (guilt-free). Go hard on your other days.
- Keep your spirits high by consistently (not just sometimes) looking at the big picture and why you're doing this
- Watch interviews/ motivational videos on youtube
- Try and set up habits, routines, or systems that streamline your study. This way, you're not constantly fighting yourself to study.
- Try your best not to completely neglect other people in your life.
- Keep a thankful attitude
- Give yourself enough time to study. If you're not ready, you don't have to score it.
- Find out how to work smarter not harder. For example, a large volume of practice is key for most people to identify their holes and needs... once you can identify them, you can work on minimizing them.
- Use the methods that work for you. You don't always have to do what everyone else is doing... There will always be subtle ways that you prefer to do things that are unique to you.
I'm a re-taker, and I'm thinking if I had just a little bit more time, I could have crushed it. But I learned a lot along the way. Maybe I'll have the courage to take it a third time like you...