Hi everyone,
I've been a member of this board for quite some time now. I'm currently a third year medical student and although I haven't yet had my IM rotation, by far my most favorite subject from the basic science years has been microbiology. I'm still transitioning into third year as I had expected medicine to be more like detective work(kind of like how the board exams were) in that a patient presents with a variety of symptoms, you diagnose the patient based on their history, physical exams, and labs, and then give them the appropriate treatment. Instead on the rotations I've had so far medicine seems to be far more about paperwork like disability forms, prior auths,etc., managing diabetes, hypertension, cholesterol, musculoskeletal pain, and referrals(especially in family medicine). I hate admitting this but sad to say I think I might even prefer the basic science years now looking back than third year so far.
I really hated musculoskeletal anatomy and I find treating back pain, neck pain,etc. is nearly 50% of all of what family medicine consists of. Just shoot me lol.. What's even more upsetting is that these patients don't even seem to get better.
I don't think I want to do a heavily procedure based specialty and I haven't had internal medicine yet but I have heard that the residency is very overwhelming even if the subspecialties you have access to afterwards are far more enjoyable. Does general IM have as much inane paperwork and managing musculoskeletal pain as family medicine? Also, I know finances shouldn't really come in the way of my decision but I will have upwards of 300k in loans and average ID salaries are one of the lowest across the board, even lower than family medicine! It doesn't make sense that an ID doc who has 2 years of fellowship on top of 3 years of general medicine ends up making less than a hospitalist or family med doc. Still, like Psychiatry it's supposed to be a field where no day is ever boring. Someone did mention to me that ID has a restricted job market and that a better reason for choosing ID is if you want to do research in the field rather than clinical practice. Also, as I've noticed on rotations, perhaps the study of the subject might actually be rather different than what it's like in the applied field.
I think I would greatly enjoy Psychiatry as you get to treat just one area of a patient's health concerns instead of having to manage 10-15 different conditions in all organ systems and multi-tasking while likely doing it only superficially since you have around 10 minutes to see each patient. The qualms I have with the field are the usual in that it is a more subjective specialty, many of the psychiatry medications' mechanisms are still unknown, and some in the field are indiscreet pill pushers/med managers. I was thinking that if I do choose to pursue Psychiatry, I would focus more on the severely mentally ill since that is where I think I could do the most good, but I remember reading a post by splik on one of the threads where he states that psychotherapy is even just as effective or more effective on unstable schizophrenics than antipsychotics are. I'm fine with this but the majority of Psychiatrists don't engage in psychotherapy so would that mean many patients in the field aren't getting proper care? I also don't appreciate that the DSM at times is trying to medicalize normal behavior as pathological and that you really need to be able to distinguish what constitutes true mental illness instead of blindly following the DSM. Here's an article by Theodore Dalrymple, a retired British Psychiatrist, to illustrate what I mean:http://www.city-journal.org/2013/23_4_otbie-psychiatry.html
Since the majority of one's life is spent at the workplace, and whatever field I enter I will likely be practicing in it for the next 30-40 years, I just want to be assured that my work will be meaningful and that I can gain satisfaction from it. Do you feel that you help many patients every day and that without your work input, these patients would be far worse off?
I wonder if I'm too cynical since sometimes when patients have stated that they were depressed, they just appeared 'unhappy' to me or in the case of their life circumstances, I would be 'depressed' too. On the other hand maybe this is a good trait to have and would let me more objectively treat patients?
On my Psychiatry rotation on an inpatient unit, the entire staff including the Psychiatrist, would relentlessly gossip and laugh daily about the patients behind their backs even in the case of legitimately depressed elderly women with no drug abuse problems. It rubbed me the wrong way and I was wondering if this is the norm across the board. It surprised me since you would think in the field of mental health, the practitioners would be less likely than the general population to engage in this sort of thing. It makes me wonder now if people working in mental health are attracted to the field since they get to sort of be voyeurs into patients' dysfunctional lives similar to watching daytime soap operas/jerry springer rather than to help get people back on their feet and treat mental illness.
If I choose to do C/L would that be a more surefire way to have a firmer footing in general medicine while being a Psychiatrist? I also like toying with the idea of being a Psychiatrist and engaging in microbiology research on the side but that's likely a pipe dream due to all the bureaucracy right?
Thanks for reading and I greatly appreciate all responses!
I've been a member of this board for quite some time now. I'm currently a third year medical student and although I haven't yet had my IM rotation, by far my most favorite subject from the basic science years has been microbiology. I'm still transitioning into third year as I had expected medicine to be more like detective work(kind of like how the board exams were) in that a patient presents with a variety of symptoms, you diagnose the patient based on their history, physical exams, and labs, and then give them the appropriate treatment. Instead on the rotations I've had so far medicine seems to be far more about paperwork like disability forms, prior auths,etc., managing diabetes, hypertension, cholesterol, musculoskeletal pain, and referrals(especially in family medicine). I hate admitting this but sad to say I think I might even prefer the basic science years now looking back than third year so far.
I really hated musculoskeletal anatomy and I find treating back pain, neck pain,etc. is nearly 50% of all of what family medicine consists of. Just shoot me lol.. What's even more upsetting is that these patients don't even seem to get better.
I don't think I want to do a heavily procedure based specialty and I haven't had internal medicine yet but I have heard that the residency is very overwhelming even if the subspecialties you have access to afterwards are far more enjoyable. Does general IM have as much inane paperwork and managing musculoskeletal pain as family medicine? Also, I know finances shouldn't really come in the way of my decision but I will have upwards of 300k in loans and average ID salaries are one of the lowest across the board, even lower than family medicine! It doesn't make sense that an ID doc who has 2 years of fellowship on top of 3 years of general medicine ends up making less than a hospitalist or family med doc. Still, like Psychiatry it's supposed to be a field where no day is ever boring. Someone did mention to me that ID has a restricted job market and that a better reason for choosing ID is if you want to do research in the field rather than clinical practice. Also, as I've noticed on rotations, perhaps the study of the subject might actually be rather different than what it's like in the applied field.
I think I would greatly enjoy Psychiatry as you get to treat just one area of a patient's health concerns instead of having to manage 10-15 different conditions in all organ systems and multi-tasking while likely doing it only superficially since you have around 10 minutes to see each patient. The qualms I have with the field are the usual in that it is a more subjective specialty, many of the psychiatry medications' mechanisms are still unknown, and some in the field are indiscreet pill pushers/med managers. I was thinking that if I do choose to pursue Psychiatry, I would focus more on the severely mentally ill since that is where I think I could do the most good, but I remember reading a post by splik on one of the threads where he states that psychotherapy is even just as effective or more effective on unstable schizophrenics than antipsychotics are. I'm fine with this but the majority of Psychiatrists don't engage in psychotherapy so would that mean many patients in the field aren't getting proper care? I also don't appreciate that the DSM at times is trying to medicalize normal behavior as pathological and that you really need to be able to distinguish what constitutes true mental illness instead of blindly following the DSM. Here's an article by Theodore Dalrymple, a retired British Psychiatrist, to illustrate what I mean:http://www.city-journal.org/2013/23_4_otbie-psychiatry.html
Since the majority of one's life is spent at the workplace, and whatever field I enter I will likely be practicing in it for the next 30-40 years, I just want to be assured that my work will be meaningful and that I can gain satisfaction from it. Do you feel that you help many patients every day and that without your work input, these patients would be far worse off?
I wonder if I'm too cynical since sometimes when patients have stated that they were depressed, they just appeared 'unhappy' to me or in the case of their life circumstances, I would be 'depressed' too. On the other hand maybe this is a good trait to have and would let me more objectively treat patients?
On my Psychiatry rotation on an inpatient unit, the entire staff including the Psychiatrist, would relentlessly gossip and laugh daily about the patients behind their backs even in the case of legitimately depressed elderly women with no drug abuse problems. It rubbed me the wrong way and I was wondering if this is the norm across the board. It surprised me since you would think in the field of mental health, the practitioners would be less likely than the general population to engage in this sort of thing. It makes me wonder now if people working in mental health are attracted to the field since they get to sort of be voyeurs into patients' dysfunctional lives similar to watching daytime soap operas/jerry springer rather than to help get people back on their feet and treat mental illness.
If I choose to do C/L would that be a more surefire way to have a firmer footing in general medicine while being a Psychiatrist? I also like toying with the idea of being a Psychiatrist and engaging in microbiology research on the side but that's likely a pipe dream due to all the bureaucracy right?
Thanks for reading and I greatly appreciate all responses!
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