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Half way though CA2 year here. I am strongly considering pain medicine. The more I think about and look into it, the more it seems like a great fit for me. Its a pretty amazing field actually. But I have one hangup...
The thing about anesthesia is....as painful as dealing with ridiculous surgeons is, very stressful at times, and the overnight calls suck, etc...at the end of the day, I feel I have done some definite and real good (e.g. the person has a new knee, or the infected gall bladder is out).
I know, especially looking through some of these threads here, that pain is not all sunshine and roses...that you have to deal with difficult peronsality types, chemical copers, etc. I am OK with that.
My one hesitancy is this: between the constant narcotics negotiations and trying to fix everyone's complex psycho-socio-emotional-spiritual multifactorial pain issues with a needle, in all honesty, do you ever feel like it's just a customer service job/making a living without a more lasting and strong impact in people's lives? I know its not always black and white...but I am asking if it at the end of the day. you feel you signficantly impact the quality of life of the majority of the patients you see, or if the interventions we can offer are just a drop in the bucket of the real issues facing chronic pain patients? Are most of your patients reasonable people who want to get better and are willing to exert some effort as such, or people just looking to cope chemically with the tough aspects of life?
I dont want to look back at the end of my career and feel as though I haven't done some real and definite good for humanity...as that is the reason we all went into this craziness in the first place!
The thing about anesthesia is....as painful as dealing with ridiculous surgeons is, very stressful at times, and the overnight calls suck, etc...at the end of the day, I feel I have done some definite and real good (e.g. the person has a new knee, or the infected gall bladder is out).
I know, especially looking through some of these threads here, that pain is not all sunshine and roses...that you have to deal with difficult peronsality types, chemical copers, etc. I am OK with that.
My one hesitancy is this: between the constant narcotics negotiations and trying to fix everyone's complex psycho-socio-emotional-spiritual multifactorial pain issues with a needle, in all honesty, do you ever feel like it's just a customer service job/making a living without a more lasting and strong impact in people's lives? I know its not always black and white...but I am asking if it at the end of the day. you feel you signficantly impact the quality of life of the majority of the patients you see, or if the interventions we can offer are just a drop in the bucket of the real issues facing chronic pain patients? Are most of your patients reasonable people who want to get better and are willing to exert some effort as such, or people just looking to cope chemically with the tough aspects of life?
I dont want to look back at the end of my career and feel as though I haven't done some real and definite good for humanity...as that is the reason we all went into this craziness in the first place!