Sorry if the title seems like a hyperbole, but I'm starting to wonder if MSTP is right for me. I'm just finishing my first year of med school and I ended up liking clinical medicine a lot more than I thought I would (we do short rotations during first year in my school). I really like doing research (lab work, stuff like that), but I've always been wary that I would hate being a PI- i.e. writing grants all day and just looking for money, tons of reading and writing. I've talked to several MD/PhDs who are very frustrated with how hard it is to find money, that they just feel like fundraisers, and how that negatively impacts their practice.
So now I'm wondering if I even want to do research later in my career. I'm fairly certain I don't want to do 80/20 (the only model anyone says will have a chance of being succesful), I think i'd like to do 50/50, if at all. If this is the case, would I be wasting my time doing a PhD? I'm pretty sure I wouldnt mind doing 4 years of research now, but I know that there are a lot of cons with being out of med school for 4 years. For what it's worth I'm interested in neuroscience research and neurology practice, and I've heard a PhD really doesnt help much with neurology residencies (due to low competition). Any perspectives from mroe seasoned people would be greatly appreciated.
So now I'm wondering if I even want to do research later in my career. I'm fairly certain I don't want to do 80/20 (the only model anyone says will have a chance of being succesful), I think i'd like to do 50/50, if at all. If this is the case, would I be wasting my time doing a PhD? I'm pretty sure I wouldnt mind doing 4 years of research now, but I know that there are a lot of cons with being out of med school for 4 years. For what it's worth I'm interested in neuroscience research and neurology practice, and I've heard a PhD really doesnt help much with neurology residencies (due to low competition). Any perspectives from mroe seasoned people would be greatly appreciated.