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Hello everyone
Well I finally arrived here at medical school. All the studying for the cats and undergrad paid off and I am here doing what I love. I studied from the first day and kept on top of the videos (we have a flipped classroom). I made sure to always be ready for my days and review the material. I spend the weekend before the test studying and went in hoping for the best.
After receiving my results form the first round of exams I am nothing but disappointed. I had a complete emotional breakdown yesterday and had some of the darkest thoughts I have ever had. Histology 81, Biochem 61, Anatomy written 71, Anatomy practical 70, Physiology 74. I am amongst the bottom of class. I do not want to fail out of medical school. This has been my dream and I have sacrificed everything to be here. My heart is broken and I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror.
Despite being so broken down by my results I am going to push forward and hope for the best. I set up an appointment with my dean and teachers and told them that my lack of results are not for lack of effort. They understood but told me that I need to woke harder and change my techniques or I will face dismissal come the end of the semester.
I feel that my biggest mistake was studying alone an not doing any problems. I focused on stuff that didn't even show up on the test. I spent hours studying drugs and clinical cases for physiology and not one question was on the test. After speaking to the friends I have in the study group they told me that the TA review questions (which i didn't do) kind of let them know and they focused on more important stuff.
Anyways, I am keeping this thread as a journal for the continuation of my semester. I would love to hear from people that may have been in my position and what they did to overcome this challenge. I am going to do my best to get through this semester and start fresh next semester.
Thank you.
Well I finally arrived here at medical school. All the studying for the cats and undergrad paid off and I am here doing what I love. I studied from the first day and kept on top of the videos (we have a flipped classroom). I made sure to always be ready for my days and review the material. I spend the weekend before the test studying and went in hoping for the best.
After receiving my results form the first round of exams I am nothing but disappointed. I had a complete emotional breakdown yesterday and had some of the darkest thoughts I have ever had. Histology 81, Biochem 61, Anatomy written 71, Anatomy practical 70, Physiology 74. I am amongst the bottom of class. I do not want to fail out of medical school. This has been my dream and I have sacrificed everything to be here. My heart is broken and I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror.
Despite being so broken down by my results I am going to push forward and hope for the best. I set up an appointment with my dean and teachers and told them that my lack of results are not for lack of effort. They understood but told me that I need to woke harder and change my techniques or I will face dismissal come the end of the semester.
I feel that my biggest mistake was studying alone an not doing any problems. I focused on stuff that didn't even show up on the test. I spent hours studying drugs and clinical cases for physiology and not one question was on the test. After speaking to the friends I have in the study group they told me that the TA review questions (which i didn't do) kind of let them know and they focused on more important stuff.
Anyways, I am keeping this thread as a journal for the continuation of my semester. I would love to hear from people that may have been in my position and what they did to overcome this challenge. I am going to do my best to get through this semester and start fresh next semester.
Thank you.
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