First of all.... good job with your last post. Do you follow through with anything?
Look, I'm not being very nice to you but you need to hear the truth. You're in your 20s and you have an unbroken history of failure behind you. You're probably a smart kid, but your attitude is not compatible with success of any kind, let alone success in the toughest industry on the face of the earth.
You don't become successful by sitting around thinking "golly gee, if I just had that one chance, I'd be incredibly successful, and better than everyone." It doesn't work that way, because success is hard. It requires you to do things you don't want to do, for long periods of time, and accept responsibility for your actions and your results. You have no interest in doing the hard things you don't want to do, and you do not accept responsibility for your actions or results.
In other words, you have no discipline and you have no accountability. These qualities are not ones that simply exist within you and need the right opportunity to shine. There isn't a champion sitting inside you who will just pop out one day. You need to manufacture that champion, and the raw materials you use to do it are discipline and accountability.
These don't appear from nowhere. You need to live with discipline and accountability. Apply yourself to something - ANYTHING - with discipline. Be responsible for your results. It will be unfair and it will suck and people won't give you fair shots. That's how it is for everyone. The only person who can own your life is you.
Do *something*. Get a job. Work that job with discipline and be responsible for your results, no matter how fair it is. Develop those qualities within yourself and they will lead to success in any avenue of life. Without them, you will go nowhere, no matter how much you convince yourself you'll be a rock star if you just get that right job.