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Hi all, I was hoping to get some advice as I try to briefly share my situation and hopefully get some insight on as to what I should do.
I'm a mom to 3 small children (age ranges from 6 to 1), and married. I've been a pre-med student for about 5 years, but have been working on my bachelor's degree for almost 10 years (I have bad pregnancies and took time off here and there to take care of newborns and work while husband was out of work time and time again).
I am scheduled to take the MCAT on June 21st, and I began studying for it back at the beginning of November, as I knew it would take me a while to get it all down due to how crazy my schedule is. I also do have my own business and it's hard juggling everything between classes, MCAT prep, work, and family, and all the extracurriculars for med school. One week before Thanksgiving of last year, my husband had an accident and ended up with a mild/moderate traumatic brain injury. It affected his balance and ability to retain memory (does the movie 50 First Dates ring a bell??), not to mention the chronic headaches that won't go away. He was recovering well and just a couple of weeks ago slipped/fell in the tub and got a second traumatic brain injury and lost 3 months of memory. So basically I've been a single mom for over 4 months, just when I needed to have the most help, all while taking my husband to several weekly medical appointments to help him get better.
My cGPA is ~3.6, sGPA is ~3.5, I have done all that is required of most schools as far as ECs. I have taken 2 practice MCATs, and I did horribly on both. My first score was a 17, and my second was a 15. I am TERRIFIED because I don't have anything lower than a B on my entire college transcript to date. I don't think that I will ever pass it with a higher than a 25 by June, unless divine intervention helps me.
I want to be a doctor SO BADLY, and I feel like I've jumped over MAJOR hurdles in my life to get to where I am... and now I'm scared and I don't have any more strength within me to keep studying. I'm worn out and exhausted. I am scheduled to apply in September, but should I wait a year? Or just quit altogether?? I've been trying to apply for 3 years, but every time I'm getting ready to, something major happens with my family, like what just happened... or 3 interstate moves in a 20 month period... or two surprise pregnancies... etc...
I told my husband today I was going to cancel my MCAT date, and I feel like part of me died. He is freaking out because he knows how important becoming a doctor is to me, and he feels guilty about all that has happened in the last 4.5 months. What would you do if you were in my shoes?
Thank you so much for reading my horrendous book! It's such a lonely road and it has been way beyond what I can handle.
I'm a mom to 3 small children (age ranges from 6 to 1), and married. I've been a pre-med student for about 5 years, but have been working on my bachelor's degree for almost 10 years (I have bad pregnancies and took time off here and there to take care of newborns and work while husband was out of work time and time again).
I am scheduled to take the MCAT on June 21st, and I began studying for it back at the beginning of November, as I knew it would take me a while to get it all down due to how crazy my schedule is. I also do have my own business and it's hard juggling everything between classes, MCAT prep, work, and family, and all the extracurriculars for med school. One week before Thanksgiving of last year, my husband had an accident and ended up with a mild/moderate traumatic brain injury. It affected his balance and ability to retain memory (does the movie 50 First Dates ring a bell??), not to mention the chronic headaches that won't go away. He was recovering well and just a couple of weeks ago slipped/fell in the tub and got a second traumatic brain injury and lost 3 months of memory. So basically I've been a single mom for over 4 months, just when I needed to have the most help, all while taking my husband to several weekly medical appointments to help him get better.
My cGPA is ~3.6, sGPA is ~3.5, I have done all that is required of most schools as far as ECs. I have taken 2 practice MCATs, and I did horribly on both. My first score was a 17, and my second was a 15. I am TERRIFIED because I don't have anything lower than a B on my entire college transcript to date. I don't think that I will ever pass it with a higher than a 25 by June, unless divine intervention helps me.
I want to be a doctor SO BADLY, and I feel like I've jumped over MAJOR hurdles in my life to get to where I am... and now I'm scared and I don't have any more strength within me to keep studying. I'm worn out and exhausted. I am scheduled to apply in September, but should I wait a year? Or just quit altogether?? I've been trying to apply for 3 years, but every time I'm getting ready to, something major happens with my family, like what just happened... or 3 interstate moves in a 20 month period... or two surprise pregnancies... etc...
I told my husband today I was going to cancel my MCAT date, and I feel like part of me died. He is freaking out because he knows how important becoming a doctor is to me, and he feels guilty about all that has happened in the last 4.5 months. What would you do if you were in my shoes?
Thank you so much for reading my horrendous book! It's such a lonely road and it has been way beyond what I can handle.