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I am a re-applicant, and after a meeting with the dean of admissions of my school of choice to review my application with her, I learned that (in her words) pretty much the only reason I didn't get in was because my MCAT score was below the minimum they accept. She said the rest of my application was "extremely impressive", and to just work on getting up score up.
While my score has slightly improved since then on practice tests, I remain at a plateau and have not been able to hit my target score. After thoroughly examining and analyzing each of my practice tests and why I got each question wrong, I have come to realize that 90% of the questions I missed were due to putting too much pressure on myself, and therefore not thinking straight. And of course, if I take time to try to recompose myself, I just get even more anxiety about wasting time I could have used to answer questions.
I know this is a common issue, and it usually relieved by just continuing to take simulated practice tests...but all my life, my personality has been to put too much pressure on myself. I am just curious as to whether or not any of you have suffered similar struggles (as I am sure you have), and how you learned to stay "zen" while taking the exam.
[And before anyone goes and critiques me by saying that there are always high pressure situations in medicine, for me those situations are different than taking an exam. I have been exposed to many high-anxiety situations, as I volunteered as a crisis counselor for the National Suicide Prevention Line for almost 4 years and have dealt with many life or death situations and remained calm and composed while still being effective. Just needed to put that out there because I know a lot of people on here like to be critical rather than helpful ]
While my score has slightly improved since then on practice tests, I remain at a plateau and have not been able to hit my target score. After thoroughly examining and analyzing each of my practice tests and why I got each question wrong, I have come to realize that 90% of the questions I missed were due to putting too much pressure on myself, and therefore not thinking straight. And of course, if I take time to try to recompose myself, I just get even more anxiety about wasting time I could have used to answer questions.
I know this is a common issue, and it usually relieved by just continuing to take simulated practice tests...but all my life, my personality has been to put too much pressure on myself. I am just curious as to whether or not any of you have suffered similar struggles (as I am sure you have), and how you learned to stay "zen" while taking the exam.
[And before anyone goes and critiques me by saying that there are always high pressure situations in medicine, for me those situations are different than taking an exam. I have been exposed to many high-anxiety situations, as I volunteered as a crisis counselor for the National Suicide Prevention Line for almost 4 years and have dealt with many life or death situations and remained calm and composed while still being effective. Just needed to put that out there because I know a lot of people on here like to be critical rather than helpful ]