I'm currently a second year MD/PhD graduate student and I feel that I'm in a mid-career crisis.
I originally came into my program gung-ho about academia and medicine. However, my first two years of medical school drained every ounce of interest in medicine. I appreciated the info that was taught but I was just so worn down by the exams and studying. I completely disliked my doctoring course - I don't think I'll enjoy heavy patient oriented care.
During my graduate phase, I joined a lab where the lab environment was supportive and the topic was at first very interesting to me. Now, even though the project is going fine, I've lost interest in my research and I think that I lack the passion I had when I first came in.
Even though I'm feeling all this, I am still committed to completing my degree and whatever residency I end up choosing, which I'm not sure what it'l be. I'm feeling pretty apathetic, drained, and lost at the moment. I'm not sure if I would want a career in academia or medicine.
I was wondering what other career paths there are for MD/PhDs outside the traditional MD/PhD roles like academia or medicine. Or perhaps any ideas on what I can do during my grad years to re-kindle my interest in academia or medicine?
I originally came into my program gung-ho about academia and medicine. However, my first two years of medical school drained every ounce of interest in medicine. I appreciated the info that was taught but I was just so worn down by the exams and studying. I completely disliked my doctoring course - I don't think I'll enjoy heavy patient oriented care.
During my graduate phase, I joined a lab where the lab environment was supportive and the topic was at first very interesting to me. Now, even though the project is going fine, I've lost interest in my research and I think that I lack the passion I had when I first came in.
Even though I'm feeling all this, I am still committed to completing my degree and whatever residency I end up choosing, which I'm not sure what it'l be. I'm feeling pretty apathetic, drained, and lost at the moment. I'm not sure if I would want a career in academia or medicine.
I was wondering what other career paths there are for MD/PhDs outside the traditional MD/PhD roles like academia or medicine. Or perhaps any ideas on what I can do during my grad years to re-kindle my interest in academia or medicine?