Nasrudin, thank you for your candor.
With respect to a couple of your points, I think perhaps you allowed my remarks to cut too deeply. I fully support physicians, or their political bodies, influencing the training of NPs. Granted, we can both be assured that NPs aren't going away, however, nursing organizations, from lobbying groups down to academic accrediting bodies, need more awareness of the reality. The focus of education and training in RN programs are base, and nursing schools are trying to sell something opposite. That of NP programs is more tailored to peculiar, academic theorems rather than clinical practice. All NPs enter NP training wanting to become well trained clinically, yet most of the leave with nothing but slander for their respective programs. The good NPs then become good because they become autodidacts. What wants me to beat my head against the wall are the coupling of physicians and NP groups who merely sit around and talk about how crappy it was or is and do nothing about it. Even as a student, I was quick to tell faculty that their curriculum was full of holes, and most were already aware and complacent. For example, there was nothing in our course offerings that did little but mention neurophysiology, neural pathways, etc. I felt there was merit in learning those overlooked aspects. We could backtrack even further. For example, I was never required to take biochemistry at any point in my training, and I recently began reading a text on medical biochemistry. It's wonderful, and I think "why didn't we have to take this before physiology or pharmacology?" Those types of what I'll call "underpinnings" are absent. Now, I want to reread the latter after the former.
The second point lies in parity. I've never been the guy who said I'm going to be equal in scope or understanding. I have no problem asking a question, but I have even less problem with researching an answer myself. I don't feel as if I settled for anything. I did not want to go to medical school (and still don't) but not because it's complicated. I merely don't want to lock away another segment of my life, and if you wish to criticize me for that then that's ok. I'll never hold it against you because it's a personal belief. I commend you for making the sacrifice that you speak of. You decided what you wanted to do and did it. When I first left college I decided I wanted to enter law enforcement and did so, and had a lot of sacrifices, but I thoroughly loved it (and still miss it). I did it with a great deal of efficacy, but over the years I encountered a great need for mental health. In time, I chose to enter the mental health field. I understand what you say about comfort and convenience, and I think you're laying it on a little thick. Then again, that's ok. I'm sure you feel that to be anywhere equal one must "pay their dues." In many respects, I feel the same way, but as I said I would have never left my first profession if I had to remand my self to being a school boy again and doing nothing but going to class and studying.
I'm not quite sure what set you off about my not wanting to complete a surgery rotation, and I would if I had to. The fact is I didn't have to that or a myriad of other things, and I'm ok with that. If I find in the future, I need a more advanced knowledge of that area then I'll begin to study it. As it happens, my years in the ER provided some breadth with respect to some things of a surgical nature, but that's neither here nor there. I'm clearly not a surgical diagnostician. I want to mention therapy. I'm not uncomfortable with it, but yes you're correct in your interpretation of that not being where I want to be in practice presently. I did not mean to imply that I did not want to learn it, because I do, but my training was grossly deficient in that, and as you know NPs are not hired to be therapists thus the likelihood of me becoming a well polished therapist is mostly nil. I wish I'd had more coverage in it.
Finally, I am not a member of any nursing lobbying groups or what I think of as "pot stirrers." I don't believe in them in their present state. Frankly, I don't care if NPs are independent or not. I don't feel they're quite as successful at lobbying as you apparently do, but I will only help them when we have mutually aligned values. I don't care if a NP has ever worked a day as a RN. I feel, however, and preach continuously, that NP school needs a major overhaul as does what we'll call RN school. They're both crap and no amount of expert APA paper formatting is going to make up for clinical experience. I could go on all day about my opinions, but that's all they are. I try to share them with people who can do something positive for nursing, but in my region those are few and far between. Like I've told my wife, I never went to the nursing indoctrination class. I'm not really a nurse. I'm just a guy trying to learn and do something that's going to help out a little bit.