Alright so my university has a dumb system of interviewing students before they write you a recommendation letter. This letter is apparently based on 5 LORs from professors, your resume and a 8 page autobiography.
Now let's just say the interview did not go to well, and this advisor was being an idiot("You should really consider minoring in bio because you're physics major and they want bio","You have no LOR from bio majors, this will hurt you", "It seems you hate bio"(lol wut), "Volunteering is necessary in deciding to become a doctor." (lawl) ....Let's say I couldn't help but refute and disagree and we debated for a bit; consequently a bad interview.
She told me she thinks I should improve my application and apply next cycle, get a bio minor and more ECs, and really think if this is what I want.
And then she says, okay now I will take all your LORs and everything and write a composite letter for you and it should be sent in two weeks. and then gives me a ton of generic information and advice to approve my app. And now it's been sent to 26+ schools that I've sent a secondary too.
I'm paranoid because I think she might have wrote a negative letter given how the committee letter interview went. But then she also told me about how their committee revises other professor's letters to make sure they are not negative or will hurt the students chances. Wouldn't she not send it at all or refuse to write one if it was going to be a negative letter?
I swear this woman is gonna throw all my 2000$ worth of apps and years of effort into waste if she did write a negative composite letter.
"You should really minor in bio" ....what a joke of an adviser, thank god she left the committee last month.
Now let's just say the interview did not go to well, and this advisor was being an idiot("You should really consider minoring in bio because you're physics major and they want bio","You have no LOR from bio majors, this will hurt you", "It seems you hate bio"(lol wut), "Volunteering is necessary in deciding to become a doctor." (lawl) ....Let's say I couldn't help but refute and disagree and we debated for a bit; consequently a bad interview.
She told me she thinks I should improve my application and apply next cycle, get a bio minor and more ECs, and really think if this is what I want.
And then she says, okay now I will take all your LORs and everything and write a composite letter for you and it should be sent in two weeks. and then gives me a ton of generic information and advice to approve my app. And now it's been sent to 26+ schools that I've sent a secondary too.
I'm paranoid because I think she might have wrote a negative letter given how the committee letter interview went. But then she also told me about how their committee revises other professor's letters to make sure they are not negative or will hurt the students chances. Wouldn't she not send it at all or refuse to write one if it was going to be a negative letter?
I swear this woman is gonna throw all my 2000$ worth of apps and years of effort into waste if she did write a negative composite letter.
"You should really minor in bio" ....what a joke of an adviser, thank god she left the committee last month.