I can only speak for my own experience, but before I found this forum, I had never encountered what I would call an intellectually curious, caring psychiatrist. It is my belief, which cannot be proven, that there are regional pockets that attract bad psychiatrists, by which I mean they are uncaring, not knowledgable, and prescribe recklessly. I was at one time someone who held great sentiment against psychiatry. If all that that existed in the world of psychiatry was what I had experienced across a range of doctors, I would still be against it. What is somewhat frustrating now is seeing psychiatrists on this board complain about patients, when I see them complaining about behaviors that are caused/informed by other bad psychiatrists (for example, using Xanax as first-line treatment for a mood disorder). It's easier to see psychiatry dispassionately when you see it as one more specialty where the main line of treatment happens to be drugs and that those drugs are prescribed judiciously. But that's not everyone's experience. And it doesn't take a lot of experiences to form an opinion, especially if you can't find a good experience. I believe there are what I call "twilight zones" of bad doctors. And I think I lived in one.
I can definitely relate to that. Not necessarily to being frustrated about the Psychiatrist's on here blowing off steam about difficult or frustrating patients, because hey, at the end of the day this is their space and we are privileged to be allowed here as basically guests in someone else's 'home', which is how I see it at least (not saying you have to agree with that or anything, I do get where you're coming from as well), but yeah in terms of never encountering an 'intellectually curious, caring psychiatrist', I hadn't either until recently. I don't feel it's appropriate to go into too much detail on here, but let's just say back in the 90s I was psychologically harmed by the manipulation and coercion of a male Psychiatrist that I was in the care of at the time. I'd had other psychiatrist's before that that I either just didn't connect with, or who didn't really seem to know or care what they were doing as long as they were getting paid, but it was my experience with him that really left me with a very deep seated mistrust of Psychiatry that lasted for well over a decade. The thing was though I still knew people who were really being helped by Psychiatry, so my attitude was 'no thanks, don't trust any of them as far as I could throw them, but if you're happy and they're helping, keep it up, that's great'. Just because I had that level of mistrust and doubts within me, didn't mean I then projected it onto others.
And as you say, coming on here and meeting (in a manner of speaking) some of the fine Physicians on these forums, and reading how much they care about their patients, and wanting to improve services, and their drive for knowledge and understanding and intellectual debate, and so on, has been a real eye opener for me. Along with my own Psychiatrist, who I've been working with for (close to) a few years now (and who I hold in the absolute highest regard and have the utmost respect for) it has played a huge part in pretty much turning my attitude towards Psychiatry, and Psychiatrists, completely around. I suppose it's why I have tried to engage in what I hoped would have been mutually positive and open dialogues with certain members of the anti psychiatry brigade, because I do understand where some of them are coming from, and I figured (wrongly) that if we could just open a channel of communication we could somehow eventually agree to find the middle ground that benefits everyone. The responses I got, I could not have been more mistaken. Talk about YIKES!
Here's some interesting reading:
Open Forum: Evolution of the Antipsychiatry Movement Into Mental Health Consumerism (David J. Rissmiller, D.O.; Joshua H. Rissmiller)
http://journals.psychiatryonline.org/article.aspx?articleid=96788
Critics and dissenters: Reflections on “anti-psychiatry” in the United States (Norman Dain)
http://www.chronicstrangers.com/history documents/Anti-Psychiatry.pdf