Starting medical school in the fall at my first choice school. I was a re-applicant, and graduated last May. Since then... I've done basically nothing.
My summer was spent studying for the MCAT and volunteering once a week at a free clinic.
Then I moved away from home, and worked two pretty crappy jobs. The goal was to save money and pay off student loans, but retail doesn't go a long way in that department.
Now that I've been accepted I'm having doubts: for the last 5 years I've based most of my identity on 'getting into medical school'.
I used to joke with my girlfriend that she was 25% of my life, with the other parts split between work, the gym, and getting into medical school.
Everyone is introducing themselves on the class Facebook group, and I'm at a complete loss for what to say.
I don't know who I am, or what defines me, aside from what we all now have in common- medical school.
This doesn't seem healthy. I'm worried that I'm going to get to school, the one thing I've based my identity on for the last 5 years, and find myself miserable.
Would it be at all wise to defer a year, do some more self exploration, and go next year? I have no idea what I would do, but I don't want to be one of those horror stories who drops out after M1.
Help.
My summer was spent studying for the MCAT and volunteering once a week at a free clinic.
Then I moved away from home, and worked two pretty crappy jobs. The goal was to save money and pay off student loans, but retail doesn't go a long way in that department.
Now that I've been accepted I'm having doubts: for the last 5 years I've based most of my identity on 'getting into medical school'.
I used to joke with my girlfriend that she was 25% of my life, with the other parts split between work, the gym, and getting into medical school.
Everyone is introducing themselves on the class Facebook group, and I'm at a complete loss for what to say.
I don't know who I am, or what defines me, aside from what we all now have in common- medical school.
This doesn't seem healthy. I'm worried that I'm going to get to school, the one thing I've based my identity on for the last 5 years, and find myself miserable.
Would it be at all wise to defer a year, do some more self exploration, and go next year? I have no idea what I would do, but I don't want to be one of those horror stories who drops out after M1.
Help.
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