(Throwaway for sensitive medical reasons; just finished M2 in the US.)
Hi, I know it's a long shot since this post was from several years ago but I recently got diagnosed with Mixed Connective Tissue Disease, an autoimmune disease. I'm about to be a sophomore in college and I've been super down about hearing this and I keep wondering if I'm going to be able to bear my future. Is it really that hard? How are you all doing in medical school? I have Raynaud's so far and joint pain and I'll be starting Plaquenil soon. I'm just looking for inspiration and motivation in others. Not sure if you even see this post anymore but any help would be great! I want to be a doctor and I have the grades for it! I just want to know, how're you all doing?
"That hard" is relative. I had new-onset, spondyloarthropathy (undifferentiated w/ lots of connective tissue/systemic issues) in M1 year and two surgeries, 8 scopes, lots of rehab, a couple liters of bloodwork, and countless doctors appointments later I passed M2 year and am doing relatively well. Some days I didn't want to keep on going, but I always bounced back. (But hey, that's life, right?) Taking a research year to try to get back pain under better control before clerkships (congrats to
@A Nonie Meus for getting things under control!). It sucks pretty hard being sick while in med school, but I wouldn't change careers for anything at this point.
I was interested in some surgical subspecialties before but have totally ruled them out at this point as it is unclear what type of control I can expect. (I've also fell in love with a medical sub-specialty). As mentioned earlier in this thread, the surgical lifestyle and physical demands are grueling. Not just standing/gripping things for hours in the OR, but also shift schedules and overnight call that can really screw with your body. That is not to say that if you get well-controlled you guys can't follow your dreams. Conversely, if everything goes south physically there are some internal medicine fields as well as psych that involve very little physical demands and the MD degree can open doors outside of clinical practice.
FWIW there are several attendings in our rheum dept. with autoimmune diseases who do just fine and have colleagues cover if flaring occasionally. There are also several other well-performing attendings and residents in wheelchairs or with canes/clear physical handicaps succeeding.
I have lupus and have been on Plaquenil for 10 years. I just graduated from med school. Yes, it's hard, but it's doable. The main thing is to take care of yourself. Exercise, eat well, rest when you need to, and always, always, always stay on top of the work to have a cushion for the days when everything hurts and you can't get out of bed. Don't ever let anyone tell you that you can't do this. You can. You just have to know your disease and know your body. Read the signals and follow the cues. Work hard and you'll get through it.
This is very good advice. I am taking much better care of myself than I did in college/before my diagnosis and will need to continue to do so. Also get in touch with your student affairs office after acceptance to find out what kind of support your school offers you. You will need to recognize that you can't compete neck-to-neck with your healthier classmates all the time, but you should be OK as med school is more about personal growth.
The best advice I can give:
1) stay on your parents' insurance till 26 if possible (unless the school's is really a better deal)
2) go to a P/F med school (should be a no-brainer, but really helps during flares)
3) As
@Mass Effect mentioned, take good care of yourself throughout. This includes an appropriate amount of exercise and not eating ramen/fast food every day.
4) As I previously mentioned, work with student affairs and a few other mentors to get a good support system. I have several physicians and mentors helping me through and it makes a world of difference. School near family/SO might also be a good idea.
This might be controversial, but 4) I would NOT mention your condition during the application process unless really necessary. Physicians unfortunately can be discriminatory against physical disabilities and you don't really know how this info will affect your application. I don't think you should be ashamed of your health, but you should also try to not shoot yourself in the foot along the way.
On the plus side:
A) you will rock the rheum/pain/anti-metabolite sections of M2 year out of personal experience
B) you will actually be able to empathize with some of your chronic patients (not that empathy is requisite over sympathy for physicians, but it really does help you connect with them in unexpected ways)
Feel free to post/PM other questions. Hopefully other students or residents/attendings with different rheum pathologies can contribute to the discussion.