I am curious to deciding between benzodiazepines and marinol
Benzos were tried.
They worked.
But the same thing happened each time.
1-It works but his anxiety and other anxiety-like traits such as obsessions and compulsions were never fully treated 2-the benzo had to be raised again and again because he developed a tolerance and dependence to them, and then 3-> he was on high dosages of a few benzos and he was then just as bad as he was before even with the benzos. (1 to 3 took about 6 months).
He had been through several doctors that just did #1 to 3 several times. A reason why he stuck with me was because I was the first psychiatrist (per him) that told him that the benzos really should be temporary only. To my disbelief he actually read the Ashton Manual before I ever met him. Most psychiatrists I've met haven't even heard of it.
His medication regimen by the time I left him was the following (to the best of my memory). I also forgot to mention guy only slept 1-2 hours a night without meds and a sleep study ruled out sleep apnea but it too did not put us in a direction on what to do about his sleep.
A beta blocker for his POTS-it did nothing for his anxiety. Forgot the dosage.
Gabapentin 1200 mg TID (reduced his anxiety somewhat and helped him sleep)
Mirtazapine 15 mg at bedtime (above this dosage he hallucinated, only helped him sleep. No other benefit).
Tramadol, forgot the exact dosage but it was extremely high. This actually did reduce his anxiety and OCD somewhat. There is data showing it reduces OCD.
Marinol-forgot the exact dosage but it was high-reduced nightmares and anxiety but OCD and depression remained significant.
Every SSRI, SNRI were tried. Several TCAs were tried. Wellbutrin, Buspirone, Seroquel (he got TD even with Seroquel at a low dosage), Depakote, Tegretol, Lamictal, N-Acetylcysteine, SAM-E, St. John's Wort, fish oil, vitamin D3, EMDR, CBT, etc, In short everything except for MAO-Is were tried and he either couldn't tolerate it or he was on it at the maximum dosage for 1.5 months with no benefit whatsoever or minimal benefit.
I was going to try Ketamine but had no way to deliver it to him except for as an inpatient and the pharmacy told me they weren't happy with the idea of giving it to him. I actually asked one of the top researchers in the field to figure out a way for him to get it as an outpatient but we couldn't figure out a way. (Actually from what I understand it may be possible to do this outpatient now-but this was about a year ago).
Why didn't we try an MAO-I? Without Mirtazapine or Tramadol he didn't sleep AT ALL. He would've needed a washout period for those meds and we tried but he couldn't tolerate not sleeping for a few days straight. After we discussed he'd have to off of them for weeks we gave up on that idea.
Some ideas other and including what I mentioned above ECT (despite that it doesn't help OCD/anxiety much), deep brain stimulation, and cingulotomy were my next considerations. I was also considering placing him on buprenorphine because there is data showing that opioids could treat OCD but it's not recommended because SSRIs are effective (in most) and non-addictive.
Some other disheartening things about his case were that another doctor that I highly respect reviewed his case, one of the top people in the field in OCD reviewed it and he was also seen several times at a major private facility run by top doctors in the country and we were all stuck.
The only reason why I didn't hate myself over not getting him better was because some top doctors in the field told me I did some good work, not in results, but in the methodology and not giving up on the guy. He gone through several psychiatrists that after having to put some real effort in the case just terminated him and told him to go somewhere else.
During our interviews he told me things to the effect that he had been through pretty much everything except for psychosurgery and he was willing to give that a try but if it didn't work he didn't see a point in going on.
Again, for better or worse I moved. It was actually kind of a relief to not have to work on that case anymore, but also a disappointment cause I had the guy for such a long time and we knocked off everything off the list minus an MAO-I and psychosurgery and I wanted to get him better before I signed off on it.
I called the next doctor who had him who told me that he was too scared to allow the guy to do psychosurgery so he told the guy he was going to try everything all over again that he already tried-and failed on. The patient gave up on that doctor and I don't know what happened to him after that.