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You have a situation that is very difficult to counsel. The differential diagnosis for a disparity this large is not pretty. MD PhD programs are especially risk averse because the school is paying you to attend. Frankly, I think you should apply MD as broadly as you can reasonably afford or strongly consider PhD programs.
I truly enjoy research, but as the old adage goes "information without context is meaningless". Not to say that pure research is meaningless, but for me, interacting with patients improves my research and frankly provides the "payoff" for that kind of work. I think my lousy situation is responsible for that; having overcome difficulty, I find it truly rewarding to guide others. It sounds mushy, but it's what I find gratifying. And I'm not willing to spend my life dedicated to something I don't find gratifying. For me, research satisfies my spinning mind, but medicine feeds my soul. Again, mush. But so true (and frankly out of character for me to be so emotive, unless I'm discussing medicine, of course). Hence, any advice is welcome.
Of note, my poor performance was limited to a very difficult time (which was indeed most of my college career). I think my performance the last three years is a much better indicator of my capabilities.
What do you think the differential is?I appreciate your insight. Would you mind expanding? Perhaps discussing the nasty DDx you referenced earlier? Any information is helpful...Will be good to reflect, prepare, add to armamentarium of answers to these questions, and will guide me in the addendum which apparently I should write...
All the above and a few more: substance use/abuse and/or physical, psychiatric, emotional or personality disorders.Ah, I am new here, and I see now that I ought to have replied to the comment in which you stated "The differential diagnosis for a disparity this large is not pretty".
I am not certain I understand your question...Differential in general or differential in this situation (ie. reason for low gpa/high MCAT)? I assume you don't mean "apply to SMP, apply broadly to MD, apply to PhD", which, in keeping with the analogy, I would consider more the P in "A&P"
I assume you mean differential in why I have high MCAT/low gpa:
So CC: "high MCAT/low gpa"
DDx:
-smart but lazy
-serious situational circumstances (yes)
-smart but inconsistent
-mediocre (low gpa) but lucky (high MCAT)
-no endurance (low gpa), but capable (high mcat)
-stupid (low gpa) and cheater (high mcat) *though realistically, they wand you, take your pic, finger print you etc. for the mcat...
...to name a few. I want to hear what you and your colleagues would think might be the problem so that I may address them, either preemptively, or in conversation.
Sadly, I do not know. There is always the possibility that a new school with an admissions dean that has never served before, might be so hungry for that lovely MCAT score that he would take the risk that the rest of us would not. I cannot recommend MD PhD, though.So, what would you need to feel that this candidate might be worth wasting an hour over interview?
Undergrad gpa is the stick by which we measure your ability to succeed over time. Everything else you have mentioned is still true, but undergrad is a lot easier than medical school. Unless we are sure that you do not have one of the usual reasons for the dissonance we just discussed (and that's a big if), you still have to show the ability to give a sustained effort without crumbling.I don't understand how it is med school wants people with life experiences, and yet, if you're handed a truly crappy hand, and stick with medicine despite of it, you're somehow locked out. The person who goes through all that crap and still wants to become a doctor, and manages to do well for several years consistently to me is the safest bet- not the guy who's always had it good and has yet to discover handling failure....
This all presumes you make it past the 3.0 screen before a human looks at your application. A big presumption.Ok, so maybe this is a reasonable explanation?:
From Fall 2010 to Spring 2013, I completed ~60 units, mostly in UD & graduate science, earning straight As (with a single exception, B) with GPA of 3.98. Courses during this time (in which I got As) include: organic chemistry 1&2 (later, TA for ochem 2), biochemistry 1&2, immunology, microbiology, medical microbiology, anatomy, calculus 2, physics for engineers (with calc, and lab, for 1 year), bioethics, healthcare disparities, and graduate scientific grant writing course (for which I was awarded "best proposal"). I exceeded degree requirements & completed 172+ units, of which 80+ were UD/graduate level in diverse courses... My GPA reveals an upward trajectory from a nadir of 1.09 (Fa08) to 3.98 (Fa10-Sp13) the past 3 yrs while working FT.
Most undergrad is 4 years....I assumed 3 years of solid work was sufficient given the circumstances to demonstrate my long term abilities.
This all presumes you make it past the 3.0 screen before a human looks at your application. A big presumption.
Nope. It's graduate stuff.Genuinely curious, but doesn't OP's recent massive sustained GPA upswing removes all doubt regarding the overall low GPA?
This all presumes you make it past the 3.0 screen before a human looks at your application. A big presumption.
nope, most of that is undergrad stuff (all upper division, though), and some grad courses...I took the hardest versions of every course to "prove" I could sustain a solid performance given considerable workload....Nope. It's all graduate stuff.
Nope. It's all graduate stuff.
nope, most of that is undergrad stuff (all upper division, though), and some grad courses...I took the hardest versions of every course to "prove" I could sustain a solid performance given considerable workload....
And you still have a 2.7 gpa?nope, most of that is undergrad stuff (all upper division, though), and some grad courses...I took the hardest versions of every course to "prove" I could sustain a solid performance given considerable workload....
thanksOuch. That really sucks.
Sorry OP. I can very much sympathize your situation but unfortunately you're in a disadvantage. An SMP is probably necessary, but i'll defer this to @gyngyn
That's what i thought too so your trend should remove the doubts. Guess not
Yup, because I started taking math at community college when I was in 5th grade...English is not my first language, Farsi is, so even though I was born here, I didn't speak english very well until much later. They assumed I had a learning disability in5th grade, put me in "special ed" for a week, then kicked me out of there and sent me to the "gifted program" and then kicked me out of there ("because I'm so advanced lol") to enroll in comm college for higher level math courses than those offered at the middle school.... So, my transcript for AMCAS starts in 1995...Which means I have taken MANY units total...And so I'd have to take a ridiculous amount of courses/units in order to get my to budge appreciably....Which was another reason for focusing on the MCATS...
Yup, because I started taking math at community college when I was in 5th grade...English is not my first language, Farsi is, so even though I was born here, I didn't speak english very well until much later. They assumed I had a learning disability in5th grade, put me in "special ed" for a week, then kicked me out of there and sent me to the "gifted program" and then kicked me out of there ("because I'm so advanced lol") to enroll in comm college for higher level math courses than those offered at the middle school.... So, my transcript for AMCAS starts in 1995...Which means I have taken MANY units total...And so I'd have to take a ridiculous amount of courses/units in order to get my gpa to budge appreciably....Which was another reason for focusing on the MCATS...
Yeah, who cares what I did when I was 8?!?!? oh well... It's depressing to think about... I'll do what I always do in crappy situations: think of ways to remedy it, hence the suggestions.
Ideas so far:
-addendum to application
-request for review when rejected
-have LoR focus on my acad skills (seriously always the top student in these hard classes as of late...I'm tempted to bring/submit test scores etc)
-??? cookies as bribes?
so, what exactly is this SMP? Postgrad Masters prog of sorts focusing on/taking courses with medical students? Oh, this whole thing bruises my ego (not altogether a bad thing, humble is good), and to think I beat all the interns and med students at medical jeopardy (because it was immunology-themed). Ugh. No bueno.And maybe an SMP since i don't know whether you can get past the automatic screens.
I will be your #1 fan if you make me cookies
so, what exactly is this SMP? Postgrad Masters prog of sorts focusing on/taking courses with medical students? Oh, this whole thing bruises my ego (not altogether a bad thing, humble is good), and to think I beat all the interns and med students at medical jeopardy (because it was immunology-themed). Ugh. No bueno.
P.S. I', pretty good at cookies, but even better at brownies (I have a serious sweet tooth).
AHH omg it's the Vonnegut's Player Piano!!! Since when is a computer/algorithm superior to the human mind at interpreting the nuances in an individual that make them an exceptional candidate for a field as exhausting, consuming, and thrilling as medicine!! AHH!!! okok, so some algorithm is a good thing, applies to most cases...But really? No way around it? That seems ludicrous....reducing ends to means!!
Well then, a little difficult to change the face of medicine, now isn't it? ok, end rant.
So, I can't get into SMP either? Because of this automatic thing? I am not one to accept that there are no answers, so I still think there's something to be done, but it does appear to be a pain in the ass (which, for the record, I'm more than willing to take on, but sheesh! A break would be nice).
PS, thanks for appealing to my ego...I work really hard, and I like to do really well (and so recognition is always welcome).
How do you know so much about all this, Mr. Knight?
Technically, i'm Prince Charming
And i only inflate egos if they tempt me with something... really good, so i'm under your complete control
The algorithm is likely very generic in order to plow through masses of applicants. Basically if GPA < 3, you're out, though it's school-specific. Some schools don't do screens.
And i've been searching around and looking at adcoms' various posts regarding these issues so my suggestion is probably generic unless an adcom can provide something better
Also i can probably crush you in Immunology-themed Jeopardy
control: thanks!
what schools don't do screens?
and re: immuno jeopardy: ha! bring it on! I love a worthy adversary and some fun sparring! But in all seriousness, doubtful. In this tiny little niche I am a bit of a "rock star" if I do say so myself. Nonetheless, fun times! en garde! or whatever they say (ps I'm exhausted which means I get goofy/playful and I'm still at work at the hospital going on...16 hrs...but I spent the past 2 hrs on this med school business ugh. Point being: forgive me if I offend you, I only mean to entertain, and learn/get advice).
Uh... you're welcome?
I'm actually not so sure so i defer this to adcoms on the forums @gyngyn @Goro @Catalystik @LizzyM
But it's better to play safe with an SMP or something similar since your GPA is sadly below a 3 (I know i know. Your trend is actually a 4 but my hands are tied)
And i am confident i can beat you in Jeopardy.. even when i'm blindfolded
And i don't get offended... unless you don't offer me brownies and cookies!
Likewise not easily offended. Grateful for advice (also, what's with this "hands tied" business? This, in conjunction with your previous comment of "trolling other adcoms" and "offering generic advice" alludes to possibly your new-ish post as adcom or something? Or perhaps figure of speech? Or maybe I'm doing that "finding connections where there are none" thing. And, you sort of speak like a specialist, don't give off the impression of a newbie applicant, but youthful nonetheless (support for hypothesis @1)....sorry, bad habit of mine...It all must fit in somewhere!)
Would like to see mad immuno skills in action (always one to appreciate mastery, especially with brownies as distractions). Plus, immunology is just plain awesome.
How so, or rather, from whom? I'm eager to hear anything or consider all possibilities. That's really neat to hear about the situation at your med school... I'm lucky, people are really supportive, but I want to know who you think would be best to ask...heard about a similar situation (regarding GPA/MCAT disparity and nontrad status) at my university's med school where a girl was given an interview after the majority of medical students who worked with her at the student run free clinic loved her so much as a volunteer that they all signed a petition to ask the dean to grant her an interview.
Given how much influence you seem to have in your field, perhaps you can workout something similar to your advantage.
I'm sorry for your circumstances, I truly am. Nevertheless, this GPA is reflective of how you perform during times of great stress. I knew a girl who was homeless for a year (living out of a tent in the woods - her parents were both mentally handicapped and unfit to care for her), and still managed a 3.98 in a double degree program in chemical engineering and biochemistry.
I know nothing of your life, so I can't judge either way, but adcoms are in the same position as me. Their notorious aversion to risk isn't going to give you the benefit of the doubt. Perhaps an SMP will sway them to your side. Anyway, I'm rooting for you.
Did you? She explained the low GPA as a side effect of her divorce. My point still stands.Did you even read the OP? The massive near 4.0 GPA upswing for 3-4 years should remove all doubts. The reason for the low GPA is because AMCAS demands grades from all college courses regardless of when they were taken. So OP failed a lot of classes when she was a kid, which is obviously much different from what she is now.
It sucks and only shows the medical admissions is a very imperfect system
Did you? She explained the low GPA as a side effect of her divorce. My point still stands.
The question isn't in how well she can handle the work. It's in her priorities - why didn't she withdraw (I saw her explanations, but it's still a concerning point)? Would she respond in the same way in medical school if things get unexpectedly tough?
thank you! It means a lot. I welcome all feedback/criticism (I believe this is how we improve), but that's not to say it's an entirely pleasant process...Thanks for the kind words...She already said she matured and learned from this process... and has clear evidence to back her claims
How so, or rather, from whom? I'm eager to hear anything or consider all possibilities. That's really neat to hear about the situation at your med school... I'm lucky, people are really supportive, but I want to know who you think would be best to ask...
I do work with some physicians that are known for excellence in their field. I know all the residents and fellows also... Would it suffice to get their names on a petition? Is that too presumptive? There are do many qualified applicants, and I do think I'm worth the shot, but I also understand the urge to decline all "imperfect" applicants, given the massive number of applicants and limited number of positions... But I want a fair chance... I want an interview. If I don't meet the standards there, then I will learn and augment my application for the next year as they recommend. But I think I'm ready, if not overdue... It's a strange predicament to make such an argument (at least that's how I feel).