Hi all! So I've avoided posting in this thread for a long time now, because I'm nervous about being told that I've totally screwed myself over. However, I applied this past cycle and got rejected from all three I applied to (Mizzou -- my IS, with an interview; OK State due to a prereq issue that I overlooked
; and Purdue). I'm going to reapply for this upcoming cycle, and I know I've got my work cut out for me again, but I'd like some honest feedback on just how screwed I am. I'm definitely going to apply to Mizzou and OK State again, and I'm still deciding on probably two others. I didn't do a file review at Purdue because I don't plan on applying there again (it was kind of an arbitrary choice and I think others would be a better fit), OK State didn't offer it due to it being a prereq issue, and I'm going to do a file review at Mizzou as soon as I can (my rejection letter said to contact them after April 30th). Anyways, all that being said, my info:
21, female, Missouri resident
Degrees:
B.S. in Biology this May, Missouri State University, Minor in Psychology (it's just a subject of personal interest. I think it helps make me well-rounded, plus I can say that knowing some about how people think helps in dealing with clients!)
Cum GPA: 3.61
Science GPA: ~3.36 depending on which classes you include
Last 45 units: estimated 3.62 based on how this semester's grades are looking
However, it really depends on how you calculate those. You see, the kicker is that I've really struggled with organic 2. I'm currently taking it for the 5th time. Yeah, I know.
I got a D, then an F, then another D, then another F (in hindsight, I really should have dropped it last semester). I'm on track to get at least a C, hopefully a B in it this semester. Honestly, I don't have a great explanation for it -- no illnesses or family troubles or full-time jobs. However, I didn't get a very good foundation with organic because my professor for organic 1, and organic 2 the first time around was new to Missouri State, and ended up no longer teaching organic after that year, I'm guessing because of VERY poor grades and evaluations from his students. My organic 2 class with him had a final grade average of 50% -- yikes! Then after that, I've alternated professors each semester, and the one that I failed twice with just did not have a teaching or testing style that worked for me. The last time I got a D I was very close to a C.
I didn't mention any of this in my app last year, and I think I just briefly mentioned not getting a good foundation in organic in my Mizzou interview, because I know it looks bad to blame professors for poor performance, and I know I should have gotten my butt in gear a lot sooner. I think I kept screwing up again and again because due to a weird combination of overconfidence and embarrassment, I wouldn't study near as much as I should have. I would think "oh, I already know this stuff, I don't need to study it" and then even when it became clear that I didn't, I was so embarrassed that just opening the textbook made me feel horrible about myself. I felt guilty every time friends and family would ask me how it was going, to the point that no one in my personal life knows I'm re-taking it this time (I hate lying to people, but apparently it's helped!). However, I've finally learned from my mistakes, and I'm doing a lot better this time around. I'm also taking biochem right now and on track to get a B in there as well, so I don't think I have an issue applying the basics from organic. I just can't seem to master those damn mechanisms! But anyway, in my Mizzou interview I also tried to spin it as an opportunity to learn from my mistakes and deal with failure and not give up, etc., and I think that's my best angle. It definitely shows that I don't give up easily. I've heard several classmates say they switched from being pre-vet or pre-med after getting a C in organic or another tough science course, and it has crossed my mind that this might mean I'm not cut out for vet school (you don't get second chances in vet school, let alone third or fourth or fifth), but I never seriously considered giving up, because it's been my dream to be a vet since I was little.
I'm going to be looking at which schools only include the most recent attempt at repeated courses in their GPA calculations (which is what Missouri State, my undergrad school, does) but I know it will all still be visible on my transcript no matter what, so unfortunately it's something that I'll have to live with. Mizzou averages repeated courses and had my cum GPA at a 3.38, and last 45 units at 3.05 (they don't calculate a science GPA). Everything should improve once this semester's grades are out, although I haven't had a really clear upward trend. Like I said I'm graduating in May, and making efforts to raise my GPA would be an uphill, impractical battle given the number of hours I have at this point. I know even with only including my most recent attempt at organic 2, my GPA could be better. However, I've only had two other grades lower than B's -- a C in organic 1, and a C+ in general physiology (the latter of which was within mere points of a B, and I got an A last semester in a more advanced physiology class with the same professor). I'd rather not spend the money to retake either of those, and I don't know if I'd be able to improve those grades much. Postbacc work or grad school also isn't something I'm interested in, because my only real option would be staying at Missouri State, since I'm not interested in moving until I get into vet school (my job, my family, my boyfriend, and most of my friends are here). I've honestly taken all of the courses that I'm really interested in at MSU (I came in with a ton of AP credit, so I had some wiggle room in my schedule), and I'm not interested in doing a masters because none of the research that professors here are doing has grabbed my interest. Feel free to tell me if I should reconsider, but I don't want to spend my time or money on more classes or another degree if it's not something that I really want to do or that will do me much good.
Veterinary Experience:
This is another weak area. When I applied last time I only had about 250, most from one SA clinic (some just shadowing, and some work as a vet assistant/receptionist) along with a couple one-day shadowing experiences in high school. I know that's really low when I've wanted to be a vet for so long, but I didn't get the memo that you need hundreds of shadowing hours to be competitive until late in my sophomore year of college, and it was hard to get a ton of hours since then with my schedule and wanting to focus on doing well in my classes. I know it's my fault again, but I'm working at a different SA clinic (that also sees some exotics!) as a vet assistant now, and I've currently got about 70 hours from there, bringing my total to ~320 hours. It should be a LOT more by the time I apply again, because I'll be working pretty much full-time this summer, and throughout the next year. I'm also going to work on getting as much LA and equine experience as I can over the summer, because I've got basically zilch now.
Animal Experience:
~20 hours caring for boarding/hospitalized animals on the weekends at the clinics I've worked at
32 hours volunteering cleaning cages and walking dogs at a local animal adoption center
40 hour internship at the local zoo assisting zookeepers with cleaning enclosures and feeding animals
~25 hours from a horseback riding class, but IIRC they say not to include classroom experiences
I've also owned at least one cat for the past 11 years, but I didn't mention that on my app because I know opinions vary about whether to include pet ownership, and none of them have ever had serious medical issues (knock on wood!) or anything requiring special care.
Research:
Nothing other than a project with crayfish for a class. Not sure if it's worth mentioning, it wasn't even a very good experiment.
Other employment:
Part-time phone survey caller for the sociology department at Missouri State, for a ~3-month long project. Talk about a random first job, right?
Letters of Recommendation:
-SA vet at the first clinic I worked at. I shadowed/worked there for two summers and he really liked me, in fact they called me to ask me to come back the second summer before I could call them! So as far as I know that letter was very positive.
-Certified vet tech from that same clinic (this one I'll probably replace with one of the vets from the clinic I'm working at now). Again, as far as I know it was very positive.
-Undergrad academic advisor. This is the one I'm most unsure about, as he doesn't know me super-well, but he had me do a bit of an interview with him before he wrote the LOR so it wasn't totally bland. I may also replace this one with another vet, but I haven't really decided.
GRE:
165 V, 159 Q, 5.5 A (on my first try!
)
Leadership experience/extracurriculars:
-Induction chair, then secretary of Phi Eta Sigma national honor society (one of the largest organizations at Missouri State). We do a lot of community service activities, as well as social events for our members.
-Event coordinator, then vice-president of Tri-Beta biology honor society
-Morale committee member for Dance Marathon (12-hour fundraiser for Children's Miracle Network)
-Member of pre-vet club (but I wasn't very involved, their meeting times never seemed to work for me...)
-Member of Thespians in high school, and I took dance lessons (ballet, jazz and modern) for 12 years up through HS, and was on my dance studio's competition team for 2 years
-Member of Latin Club in high school
-Some volunteer experiences at a local library and a local hospital in high school
Honors/awards:
-My honor society memberships
-Dean's List both semesters of my freshman year at MSU
-Full tuition academic-based scholarship all four years at MSU
-Salutatorian (one of ~10 since I went to a large high school), distinguished graduate, and distinguished service graduate in high school
Other stuff:
-I don't really have any life experiences/diverse qualities that make me stand out in a good way. :/
-I think my personal statement was good, but I only had a couple other people read it over since I wrote it at the last minute, so I'll revise it, get more people to look it over, and put more thought into it this time around.
-I didn't include an explanation statement last time, and I don't know if I should this time kind of putting my positive spin on the organic situation (again, not blaming the professors), or if that's the sort of thing I should wait to talk about in interviews.
-I felt really confident about my interview at Mizzou (thanks, SDN interview feedback questions!), so unless I read the situation completely wrong, I don't think that was the deciding factor in my rejection.
-If I still don't get in anywhere this coming application cycle, I'll probably look at Ross and SGU. They're my last resort, since I'd rather not be that far away from my loved ones, not to mention in a third-world country, but it's better than not going to vet school at all.
Sorry for writing a bit of a novel here, but if even one person reads this and has some advice/insight to offer, I'd greatly appreciate it!