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Maybe this is what everybody talks about when referring to “growing up” in college, or perhaps not. Either way, I feel like I’m at this point in my life where I can’t decide if I want to be an introverted, non-smiling, serious person, or the more open, openly “happier” person who is always nice to people. Somewhat of an analogy / example. While still at a stop sign while driving a car, you have the option to be nice and allow someone else sitting at a stop sign adjacent to you, go in front of you, although you don’t have to; or, you can ignore the other person and continue moving along, since it really is your right. I understand that this may not be the greatest of examples, but it’s a situation I experience entering and exiting Uni.
Every time I want to be the nice person, I genuinely feel good, but the “serious” side of me sort of says, “screw everybody. Can’t trust anybody.” While this may actually be a case of anger, I’d rather not focus on that right now.
Anyways, the constant battle between good and bad takes place many times throughout the course of the day, and I’m having a hard time choosing what type of person I want to be.
Sorry if this sounds like a rant, but I would like to hear your thought on this subject. TIA.
Every time I want to be the nice person, I genuinely feel good, but the “serious” side of me sort of says, “screw everybody. Can’t trust anybody.” While this may actually be a case of anger, I’d rather not focus on that right now.
Anyways, the constant battle between good and bad takes place many times throughout the course of the day, and I’m having a hard time choosing what type of person I want to be.
Sorry if this sounds like a rant, but I would like to hear your thought on this subject. TIA.