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I would like some EM residents' opinion on this matter...
I love medicine, I love being a resident, and most of all I love being a doctor. But as I finish up my first month of my EM residency in NY, I have a growing concern that one aspect of my job is going to drive me insane.
It's not the drug-seekers, the borderlines, the chaos of the ED, the homeless, the malpractice situation, or the much maligned US heath care system that bothers me. No, what I hate most about my job is other doctors. When I entered medical school, I thought that I would be surrounded by humane, interesting, altruistic, compassionate people whose first concern would be for their patients. Now I have realized that I am surrounded by people who toggle between arrogance and insecurity, who are more concerned about pointing out how "dumb" family practitioners are, or how the "dumb" the orthopedic surgeon is. I loved rotating through medicine and surgey as a med student, and it was so uplifting to listen to them bash each other. It really solidified my faith in medicine.
And now with very poor foresight I have chosen a field where I have to deal with other docotrs daily. To make matters worse I feel the job I do is not respected. I know that after I consult the second year surgical resident, who was a whole one year more of experience than I do, will talk down to me like some naughty child who didn't do his homework. Then after his oh-so-thourough evaluation of the patient, he will retire to the surgical lounge, angry because had to see a surgical patient, because god forbid he's a surgeon. Then his conversation with his senior will begin "stupid ER docs...don't know a f@#$ing thing."
Maybe its because I have been in acedemic institutions thoughout med school and now residency, maybe things are different in the community, or maybe I have made a grave mistake in my specialty choice, instead of Em maybe I should have opted for fam med in Nobody Lives Here,Montana where the nearest doctor is a time zone away. Maybe I am overreacting. What do you guys think?
I love medicine, I love being a resident, and most of all I love being a doctor. But as I finish up my first month of my EM residency in NY, I have a growing concern that one aspect of my job is going to drive me insane.
It's not the drug-seekers, the borderlines, the chaos of the ED, the homeless, the malpractice situation, or the much maligned US heath care system that bothers me. No, what I hate most about my job is other doctors. When I entered medical school, I thought that I would be surrounded by humane, interesting, altruistic, compassionate people whose first concern would be for their patients. Now I have realized that I am surrounded by people who toggle between arrogance and insecurity, who are more concerned about pointing out how "dumb" family practitioners are, or how the "dumb" the orthopedic surgeon is. I loved rotating through medicine and surgey as a med student, and it was so uplifting to listen to them bash each other. It really solidified my faith in medicine.
And now with very poor foresight I have chosen a field where I have to deal with other docotrs daily. To make matters worse I feel the job I do is not respected. I know that after I consult the second year surgical resident, who was a whole one year more of experience than I do, will talk down to me like some naughty child who didn't do his homework. Then after his oh-so-thourough evaluation of the patient, he will retire to the surgical lounge, angry because had to see a surgical patient, because god forbid he's a surgeon. Then his conversation with his senior will begin "stupid ER docs...don't know a f@#$ing thing."
Maybe its because I have been in acedemic institutions thoughout med school and now residency, maybe things are different in the community, or maybe I have made a grave mistake in my specialty choice, instead of Em maybe I should have opted for fam med in Nobody Lives Here,Montana where the nearest doctor is a time zone away. Maybe I am overreacting. What do you guys think?