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I started dental school 3 weeks ago after working very hard and taking almost 2 years off from undergrad to finish my application. Before I got here, I was apprehensive about starting purely for social reasons and now those worries have started to manifest into real issues. I have a hard time connecting with people, I'm not really close with my family, and so I really don't have much support at all. I went out with classmates a couple times the first few weeks, everyone is pretty cool and welcoming, but... it seems like everyone else already has friend groups and I already feel like an outsider. I was hanging out with a couple people pretty regularly, but then over the course of a few days they stopped inviting me to do things and don't respond to any messages even though I still see them all together every day. People say hi to me every day, but I try to avoid people at all costs and leave right after class to go home and not really do anything except be depressed about the fact that I'm not getting to know people.
I also hate simlab.. I'm not artistic at all and I'm really struggling with even minor things. Instructors will look at my waxup and say "hey, that's pretty good" but I know they're just trying to be nice. Then they'll explain that the embrasure spaces aren't even on both sides, or that the curvature is off, and I really can't see those minor things, let alone replicate them myself. Maybe I'm being too hard on myself?
I honestly feel like dropping out already. Every day I get more depressed and shut myself away from people which is making it worse. I've had pretty severe depression for most of my life and it's always been exacerbated by stressful situations. The thing that helps is to feel connected with people, but it's so hard for me to put myself out there once I get into this funk..
I don't know what to do
I also hate simlab.. I'm not artistic at all and I'm really struggling with even minor things. Instructors will look at my waxup and say "hey, that's pretty good" but I know they're just trying to be nice. Then they'll explain that the embrasure spaces aren't even on both sides, or that the curvature is off, and I really can't see those minor things, let alone replicate them myself. Maybe I'm being too hard on myself?
I honestly feel like dropping out already. Every day I get more depressed and shut myself away from people which is making it worse. I've had pretty severe depression for most of my life and it's always been exacerbated by stressful situations. The thing that helps is to feel connected with people, but it's so hard for me to put myself out there once I get into this funk..
I don't know what to do