No words can express the pain I feel right now, after spending May through August preparing for this brutal exam. I cannot imagine going into this exam a second time, I put my all into the exam, studying 6 hours a day, and up to 10 hours a day the last month prior to the exam, I've used all the AAMC, Kaplan and Examkrackers material and reviewed each question. At this point I feel like mentally I cannot score any higher. I deleted all my social media, I wish I could just have everyone in the world forget I even exist because I am so embarrassed by my performance. Everyone always says I am the hardest working person they know but my best is never good enough, things like this always happen to me. Everyone else life seems so much easier than mine. I feel depression creeping, I don't know what to do. I prayed twice a day, every day before and after exam. I've already submitted my primary application to MD/DO, at this point I just want to crawl in a hole. No medical school is going to accept me with this score..I feel like something is mentally wrong with me, I look at others scores online and wonder how they do so well. I will feel confident during the test and weeping when I see my score.