So I've been accepted to med school (yay) and I guess I've chosen now to freak out about whether or not its the right path for me. Is this normal? or is this a sign its not the right path for me?
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It's normal to have doubts. While not everyone has them before starting, they will hit almost everyone at some point in medical school. Think on why you chose to pursue the profession in the first place, what kept you focused through undergrad, what inspired you in your personal statement, and what your goals are.
It's a long commitment, and it's incredible rewarding. Think on this and remember that you have several months before first year starts if you really don't want to go forward in Medicine. Keep in mind, though, that backing out now may very well close this path off to you forever.
Thanks, for listening and offering some valuable insight, you've given me some good food for thought here.How long have you been holding this acceptance? Why wait until literally the last day before you have to make a final decision (I believe its Apr 30) before dealing with this issue?
At any rate, I sort of had a similar struggle when I got my acceptances, what I had to remind myself was whenever I shadowed people or was part of some clinical experience I truly loved being there and could see myself doing it for the rest of my life. There are many things that you are more or less 'required' to do on the path to medicine but those things are not always what you will be doing in your day to day life as a practicing attending physician. Think back to those times where you got as close as you could to a normal day in the life of a physician. Did you like it?
You seem to have conflicting interests - you want to "work to live" but you also are attracted to medicine to "find personal fulfillment in your life's work". You must understand that it is hard to have both at once. Many careers/jobs at least for me require sacrifice and a dedication that cuts into that "work to live" lifestyle that you are looking for. You have to ask yourself what balance between these two statements your looking for. What does personal fulfillment in your work mean to you? If you need to cure cancer - then you're gonna have a hard time having a "work to live lifestyle", but if its as simple as "feeding someone who needs help" well than you can do that in a soup kitchen. You know what I mean?
Also consider that medicine is not the only profession in which a person who has a "knack for science" and is "empathetic by nature" has to go into. There are many, many other health professions that attract people of those qualities, that work more "normal" hours and do not take call. Dentist, Respiratory therapist, Anesthesia assistant, nurse, nurse practitioner, physician assistant, the list goes on that's just a few off the top of my head.
Also consider that in the end, like any profession, being a physician is a career. A career is what YOU make it. You can decide that your career is not important and decide to work part-time hours with no call so that you can focus more on family or whatever is more interesting to you, just understand that it means you have to accept repercussions of such actions, such as lower pay and less influence in the place that you work, as examples.
I don't know everything that's for sure but just consider my points when your having your internal battle.
You have your school administrators protecting you, you have community of people doing the same thing to socialize with, you have the AMA, you have a good salary, you get to help people. These things have so much value.
Why do you think you can look forward to the 6 figure salary homie- Said no one, ever.
What stopped you from following through, and what about your decision do you regret?I think you should go or at the very least defer your acceptance while you think about it. I regret not following through on my plans to attend school before.
Fear of commitmentWhat stopped you from following through, and what about your decision do you regret?
Thanks to everyone who is chiming in with good insight, I probably was premature in posting this as I have not fully processed these things on my own, but these comments will be very helpful in my processing.
LOL...hoo boy.Why do you think you can look forward to the 6 figure salary homie
Thanks for your response. I'm totally comfortable with donating a finite amount of time (ie medschool and residency) to the I'm a doctor and thats who I am lifestyle, I'm more concerned about down the road, I want to be a father and husband etc. before a doctor, maybe even let some of my hobbies define my lifestyle a bit. In the heart of my career I'd like to work 40 hr work weeks and thats it. I know this can be done but I haven't found evidence that it can be done without one side of the equation suffering.Gotta chime in with a bit of a caution for OP. For the next few years, yeah, totally, your training needs to trump most things. But in the long-run, identifying as a physician first and literally anything else a distant second is a wonderful recipe for winding up very bitter and isolated a few decades down the line. Don't let the job eat your personality and interests completely.
Got it, I may have been incorrect on this one. However, in the past the AMA controlled the supply of physicians which controls salary. If the AMA is trying to reverse those policies I would approve of that. Additionally they try to help with concerns such as malpractice suits. The AMA might have been a mistake to refer to, but there are certainly physician groups that lobby together to help you with your rights.The AMA represents itself and the salaries of those on its board. The government provides two times more funding to the AMA than its membership dues, basically making the AMA a de facto PR arm for the government in regard to medicine.
http://www.forbes.com/sites/theapot...2-million-reasons-to-help-shrink-doctors-pay/
1.Consolidate your posts, or start a blog
2.There are many successful physicians who also somehow manage to have a family and be there for their children and spouse. Its called time management, and having a partner who is understanding and supportive of the demands of the profession youve chosen.
3.How is going into medicine rebelling against traditional roles?
4. Define enough money. I dont think the average doctor makes enough money to call themselves upper class. At least in my universe, anyway. Then again, I have excessive spending habits, expensive tastes, and live in a stupidly overpriced area of the country
5.Most of us first gen kids have double MD/DDS parent families, and we've all turned out just fine.
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I'm not doing anything1. If you don't get off this forum (and leave us alone), you'll be an absentee everything.
2. Why are you incapable of putting more than one sentence into each post?
3. Why are half your posts filled with verbal diarrhea/stream of consciousness nonsense and the other half only somewhat coherent?
4. Why do all of your posts lack any sort of understanding about the world or useful content?
5. Why are you doing this to us?
Even though I'm matriculating into dental school this fall, I found this post very interesting. I've always had a passion for dentistry and never questioned why I was going to go into it. Even throughout this application cycle, I was always 100% focused on getting into school but now that I have multiple acceptances I have started questioning things. The advice on this thread is golden, and I do believe everyone does have that little bit of anxiety so it's perfectly normal! Once we are in school there will be ups and downs but you'll be able to see what you're fighting for everyday. I'm also in a similar situation to the OP in that I am on the waitlist to my hometown school but will most likely be moving far far away and I think that and the crazy amount of debt are at the root of this anxiety. What helps me is talking to my friends who are in their first year of pharmacy, optometry and my boyfriend in med school. They all moved very far away and have had similar feelings so they always give that support and feedback on adjusting. It will be worth it in the end and you just got to keep the faith and make sure to surround yourselves with others who can understand
So I've been accepted to med school (yay) and I guess I've chosen now to freak out about whether or not its the right path for me. Is this normal? or is this a sign its not the right path for me?
Why are you 1,000x better of a poster and yet you only post once in a blue moon? The world may never know.1. If you don't get off this forum (and leave us alone), you'll be an absentee everything.
2. Why are you incapable of putting more than one sentence into each post?
3. Why are half your posts filled with verbal diarrhea/stream of consciousness nonsense and the other half only somewhat coherent?
4. Why do all of your posts lack any sort of understanding about the world or useful content?
5. Why are you doing this to us?