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Hi. Hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving this year. I apologize in advance if this post is long, but I was hoping if anyone here can give me some advice. I am currently 5 months into my CA-1 year and still have doubts about my choice. I was thinking of switching back to medicine but unsure if it is still too early to feel this way. Although I have gotten more use to CA-1 year I still have moments of uneasiness in the field. I realize medicine can be tough, but I felt like I actually knew what I was doing most of the time, unlike in anesthesiology. I haven’t even done the subspecialties yet, so I could only imagine what it would be like later on as I get more senior. I also don’t enjoy procedure as much and many times feel like a nobody in the operating room. Some attendings still stress me out because of how detailed orientated they are (I know these attendings mean well). I also don’t know if I am looking at medicine through a preliminary year perspective as I was not pressured as much but I felt like I had more happy days in medicine than in anesthesiology. All the problems in medicine (rounding/ social work issues) really did not bother me at all. I also thought about the possibility of not being able to get great fellowships in medicine but even with that thinking I still have thoughts of changing. I am not sure if this is common in CA-1 year and I know ultimately I have to make my own decision but just hoping if anyone has felt this way or know of anyone who ended up switching. Thanks.