I never said it was impossible, I wanted you to realize (and you do so that's a good thing) that it's difficult for an IMG to match into a residency which would be relatively easier for a US grad to match into.
And I see good motivation in you, i.e. when you mention Donald Trump example. That's good, keep that fire going homie. Apply the same type of passion towards learning the material and you will be fine.
Look into Moore's Essential Clinical Anatomy if you're looking for a good anatomy textbook.
I do realize, but when I talked to the big players about it (program directors, etc) they told me it wouldn't be a problem as they have a lot of people who match into competitive residencies as well. My brother in law only had a Step 1 score around 82 or something and he matched Anesthesia, I don't know if that would still be possible now because this was about 5 years back.
I do have motivation, but I tend to become discouraged when I can't grasp and remember the material. Also, while I do find a lot of what I've learned this year interesting, a bigger part of it just feels like I'm having to jump through hoops. Biochem as a subject (except the Vitamin stuff) bores me to death and makes me want to close the book and go do something else. Also Anatomy as a whole is damn difficult and in Neuroanatomy, I am COMPLETELY lost.
In Physiology, some parts are interesting, but then other stuff like Renal Filtration and the CNS, feels like a chore.
I'm not sure if it's normal to feel this way or not, I'm pretty much torn between quitting and staying because if I went back now, I'd be a laughing stock.
But on the flip side, I just can't bring myself to read 8-12 hours a day, it's just not my cup of tea and doing it forcefully will be of no use.
P.S. Thanks for the book suggestion. I'll check it out if it's available here (which I bet probably isn't likely)
It's alot easier to clear a theory exam than it is to clear a 150 MCQ based one. You either get a point or you don't. In theoretical exams, you're score is at the professor's discretion. He may give you 5/10 or 7/10. Either way, when you add it all up, you pass. Also to answer something in 5 sheets may not necessarily require to know the material inside out. You pen down basic headings/important points and form your answer around it. And lastly, 50% is passing. That's alot less than it is here. You get 1 year to do the entire anatomy/histology/biochem. We get 4.5 months. Go figure.
Anyway, i suggest you follow simple books by indian authors. Try studying from B.D. Chaurasia and A.K. Jain before you pick up Gray's or Guyton. Try and memorize an answer, close the book and try repeating it over. Then say it out loud. Write down cycles/pathways for biochemistry. Try and relate anatomy to your own body and see how it works. Don't JUST memorize. Relate to it in which ever way works for you. Heck, make a stupid story out of it.
I'll repeat what i said earlier. This IS NOT THE TIME FOR YOU TO WORRY ABOUT THE USMLE. That will come late, very late. I don't know of many kids who give the steps during their MBBS. Most, if not all, give them during their internship. That's 5.5 years away for you. Concentrate on doing previous years exams and repeating what you learn in your mind 4-5 times over.
I hate BDC although they keep suggesting I read it and nothing else. Though I think that's just an excuse I'm using for my failure in the subject.
You mentioned that the exams here are easier than the USMLE, but over here, they say the exact opposite. I've even know a doctor in the states (currently a program director) who graduated from the same college I'm in right now many years back; he told me that the MLEs were a cake walk to the exams over here and almost all of his friends made 99s with none of them going below 90. Maybe he just has some really smart friends but there's seniors here telling me the same thing.
I don't want to finish 5 years only to know that I can't pass the boards, then what would I do? I wouldn't even have a bachelors degree in the states, what would be my options at that point?
I have a question for you. Why exactly aren't you able to clear these exams? Is it due to a lack of knowledge? or you aren't studying the right material? or you're not grasping the concepts?
I do have an Indian friend who studies with me and he bought an Indian Anatomy series comprising of 3 books (it was called Chauresia and was red in color.) I remember skimming over a few pages from that book and boy, have I found it to be the most confusing book ever or what. But I can't comment on the credibility of the book as it must be one of recommended books there and I've never read it in detail.
Do try to make use of the internet sites posted on the Allopathic thread (for different subjects; it's the first post I think.)
Here in Europe, the profs. test on the some of the most ridiculous, minuscule details which I think are useless, but that's the system here, and I can't complain. I only used Moore's Anatomy (and Snell's Neuroanatomy) as my main texts because there were recommended to us by our Anatomy department. If I were in another medical school in another country, I would use the books recommended by that school. Problem is that if those books aren't that good, then you should find a book that suits you.
Rough it out this semester and if you still aren't able to cope up, then perhaps you should consider taking a break and acquiring some study skills.
Same problem here, the profs test on very minuscule details that clearly don't seem important (why they do this I don't know)
As for not being able to clear the exams, it's a mix of the following:
1.) I'm not able to remember such a large volume of information. People claim that it's only a matter of working harder, but I say aptitude plays a bigger role, and I clearly am not smart enough.
2.) Not reading enough. During exam time, I can't read more than 6 hours a day at the most. 3 hours in the morning and 3 in the evening. After that point, I just don't feel like doing it anymore.
3.) A lot of the material IS interesting, but the other half is just so damn boring that I hardly care about it. Yes I know I have to bite the bullet and read it anyway, but I just cant....
4)....Concentrate, which brings me to my next point. I have trouble keeping my undivided attention on the reading. This has been a habit of mine since childhood and frankly, it's getting on my nerves at this point. I don't think I've ever read for an hour straight without looking at FB for 5 minutes or even without staring at the wall. I don't know whether or not I have ADD because I can focus just fine on movies, video games, food, etc. Perhaps I could get some Ritalin and see what happens? I checked here but they don't seem to sell it.
Dear GotNoGame
I like your fight. You make some good points and a little optimism will keep you going. Just keep trying and do well. It only takes one residency to say "yes" and you are accepted. So remember that you can do it.
As far as the IMG's, I didn't mean to be negative. The fact is that they are given last shot at residencies. behind US grads and Osteo grads. the reason is that the carribean and international schools tend to have a lower mean USMLE score. With that said, you will do fine in school, then take an USMLE prep course and do much better than the mean. That will overcome all the statistics.
Good luck and study hard
Thanks hwatson, sorry if I sounded a little steamed; all that frustration from these subjects is really getting to me. Also, thanks for keeping your cool and not retaliating in a hostile manner, as most people would do on the interwebs.
Would you actually happen to know WHY IMGs are discriminated against by residencies? It all seems like politics to me; the pedigree over the percentage. Shouldn't Derm be reserved for the brightest students and not simply AMGs? Personally I think it's a little unfair because not everyone can afford the ridiculous prices that American Med Schools charge. If getting a 99 on the steps STILL can't land you Derm as an IMG, there's something wrong there.