I think I might have to reject a very prestigious opportunity in order to focus on my MCAT and applications, which unfortunately will be very difficult to balance with this scholarship which is a year long abroad program. I'm incredibly disappointed with this, but as the days go on I'm not seeing a practical answer. Could I use this in my challenge essay for med school? I feel like it would let adcoms know that I was capable of getting this prestigious fellowship, but also wise enough to reject it in the face of bigger goals. I could talk about dealing with indecisiveness and regret, and the (hopefully) positive outcome received in the form of a high mcat. What do you guys think?