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I became a nontraditional premed recently. Here is my story:
I started out as a premed in college 10 years ago but my head was not in the right place at that time.
Before college, I was an exceptional student with a 4.0 GPA, many 5's on AP exams and an SAT score in the 95th percentile. I got into my dream school and I felt my life going in an amazing direction.
However, academics were a catastrophe for 6 years after starting college, with multiple failed courses in undergrad (C+ final GPA) and then a mediocre year at a Polish medical school. I withdrew from the Polish school after failing a class there. In many years, I had not been learning the way I knew I could. I needed to be myself again and it was uncertain how long it would take to regain that.
I got counseling and after a year, went back to complete a 2nd bachelor's degree in science. In 100 credit hours over 3 years from the 2nd degree - I achieved a 3.9 GPA. I retook the MCAT recently and scored 40R.
I don't know what to do now because the odds are against me, even with my "comeback". I have dreamed of being a doctor for most of my life. I experienced illness as a child that required physical therapy for a long time after I recovered. It hurt me socially at school but being on the outside made me a better person. I am thankful for those who were kind to me during that time and it remains a model of how I treat others today.
I still want to take a path to medicine but I am so afraid no one will let me in now. I don't want to give up without giving it my all, as I did before. I know I don't have the same record that many successful applicants have but this is the only career I would be happy doing all my life.
Will it help to apply to SMPs or do even more undergrad work? From others in the premed community, it looks like general graduate degrees will not help my application much.
I appreciate any thoughts on my situation
I started out as a premed in college 10 years ago but my head was not in the right place at that time.
Before college, I was an exceptional student with a 4.0 GPA, many 5's on AP exams and an SAT score in the 95th percentile. I got into my dream school and I felt my life going in an amazing direction.
However, academics were a catastrophe for 6 years after starting college, with multiple failed courses in undergrad (C+ final GPA) and then a mediocre year at a Polish medical school. I withdrew from the Polish school after failing a class there. In many years, I had not been learning the way I knew I could. I needed to be myself again and it was uncertain how long it would take to regain that.
I got counseling and after a year, went back to complete a 2nd bachelor's degree in science. In 100 credit hours over 3 years from the 2nd degree - I achieved a 3.9 GPA. I retook the MCAT recently and scored 40R.
I don't know what to do now because the odds are against me, even with my "comeback". I have dreamed of being a doctor for most of my life. I experienced illness as a child that required physical therapy for a long time after I recovered. It hurt me socially at school but being on the outside made me a better person. I am thankful for those who were kind to me during that time and it remains a model of how I treat others today.
I still want to take a path to medicine but I am so afraid no one will let me in now. I don't want to give up without giving it my all, as I did before. I know I don't have the same record that many successful applicants have but this is the only career I would be happy doing all my life.
Will it help to apply to SMPs or do even more undergrad work? From others in the premed community, it looks like general graduate degrees will not help my application much.
I appreciate any thoughts on my situation