I hate to sound like I'm hijacking this thread, but I too am feeling major blues after a week and a half of interviews.
I thought I nailed the UIC interview, but based on the responses in the UIC secondary thread, it sounds like I got rejected?
Then I had 3 interviews this week, one of which was my top choices, and I tried really really hard not to fall head-over-heels in love with it when I visited the day before yesterday, but I couldn't help myself. The terrible thing is that I think I only did mediocre on the interviews, because I was tired, stressing, and my interviewer asked me no questions. She would just sit and stare at me.* She would only make an occasional comment about what I said, and I assumed I was supposed to try and go from there, but there were so many awkward pauses and moments that it was deafening.
Other interviewers were either too well read on my file that I felt I couldn't elaborate anymore on my listed events on the AMCAS primary or so closed file and poor conversationalist by nature combination that left lots of awkward pauses. I would always finish explaining in as succinct a way as possible, yet trying to do myself some justice, leaving room for a leading question kind of thing, but the interviewer would always just pause...and move on to a different subject.
Sigh. Please someone tell me I'm just a ******ed, anxious pre-med who isn't looking to face all these rejections in the months to come.
*Note: I don't know about anyone else, but I have so much trouble keeping eye-contact with people. I don't know if this can be a blanket statement, but based on the cultural traditions and values in some Asian cultures, we (or I in this case) are taught that we can't look at people of higher social ranking or age in the eye. I have to consciously adjust my thinking and remind myself at all my interviews to try and focus on facing my interviewer, but I do feel my eyes wander sometimes when I'm responding or realize that I'm looking down rather than up. I don't want this to come off as a "shyness" or "nervousness" factor in terms of them measuring my presence in the room. Maybe I'm just overanalyzing, and the interviewers do think about cultural differences......