So the big week came & went--but no NHSC letter for me.
Now I wonder if I could get in at the last second as an alternate.
Has anyone actually received their notification of being on the list of alternates/been waitlisted, or know when it comes out? I am assuming being wait listed or becoming an alternate are the same thing.
Also, I read old posts to the effect that there is an accepted group, an alternate/wait list group, and a 3d group that were "too high for the one list, and too low for the other"--does that make any sense to anyone? If so, please try to explain it to me!
I guess there's going to be at least 2, 3, or even 4 more weeks of waiting. Hey, I'll wait until Christmas if I have to, all doubts in my mind not withstanding...I have realized that NHSC is definitely the wrong choice for someone with uncertainty regarding primary care--and yet how do I REALLY know before even seeing the wards what's best for me!? I mean, I could always do work with the underserved as a radiologist, surgeon, etc--why throw those possibilities away so early?
It's great to have a short-term stipend and scholarship, but when they force you to pay back 3.5 times the cost of the loan if you decide to become a surgeon, radiologist, or pathologist, etc...Hmmmm--that would be a real problem!!! So maybe I am just rationalizing not getting the scholarship when I say it's really just a small amount of money compared to the salary of a surgeon (which you must sacrifrice). Then again, somewhere pushed to the back of my mind , I feel I am actually doubtful. I will ultimately cross that bridge when/if I get to it in the next few weeks, though.
Thanks for any feedback you may have. Best to everyone~