During my psychology and neuro "career" I was also an EMT and then a paramedic mostly in-hospital, with teaching responsabilities.... so throw that into my bag of interests.
Basically, to me there was an irreconsilable (sp?) divide between the academic vs. the clinical sides of both fields.... more so with psychiatry, I thought... but I have more clinical experience with psych as opposed to neuro - from undergrad, and med school.
For neuro, it wasnt so much that we cant do anything for patients, rather its that we dont have any good answers. An example that sticks out in my mind... a bichemistry professor came in for a followup after a stroke. He was in is 40s, and had no identifiable risk factors. He wanted to know how the stroke might have happened, and what he can do to prevent another one. The attending neurologists answer was "you have no risk factors, so I dont know" That was all. Maybe because I have very limited clinical neuro experience to balance out the good and bad... but after all that research, and problem solving, not having a simple answer like that didnt sit well with me.
With psych... my core rotation was really malignant, thanks to the attending I was assigned to. Whether its related, Im not sure... All of the "thinking" that we psych people like to do, all seemed useless. When I admitted the patient, I would have to write my differentlal diagnoses on the chart. During the patients stay, the attending wouldnt even bother trying to narrow down a diagnosis.... no attempt at all.
If the patient was somewhere on the depressed side of things... MDD, disthymic, adjustment d/o... didnt matter. They got an SSRI.
If they came in with any hint of mania... impulsivity. regardless of profound social stressors, or an organic brain disorder.... depakote.
That was it... the dosage was titrated to to pont were the patient couldnt feel depressed or elated because they could not feel or think at all.
The patients were just medicated. Any complaints thereafer were attributed to "attention seeking behavior"
It was horrible, and I had reverse vegetative symptoms myself by the end of the rotation.
So add to this neuro-psych mix, the paramedic thing, plus an insatiable interest in physiology, plus loads of learning, and thinking, and applying, and seeing results, asking questions and getting answers, on my medicine core and electives...
either emergency or internal medicine for me, thanks