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I would talk to some current Army docs, off duty before you make a decision. I will say, like you have probably already heard, usually the loudest voices are always heard. The discontent voices usually out-voice the content voices.
Don't listen to horror stories about the military. The residencies are not that bad. Military medicine has red tape, but the same amount of red tape as civilian field. I have worked with military docs. Two wanted out, one loved it. The two who wanted out were both female.
HOWEVER, One had a 2,4,6 year old children. Her husband, a civilian, traveled a lot, so she was often by herself with the children. The other was married, but had been separated from her husband for two years--he civilian finishing med specialty residency, she at Army base. The third doc went to USUHS, and really enjoys Army medicine.
Before I joined the Army, I always heard horror stories. I read about Vietnam horrors, and was vastly mislead about what the military really was.
Somehow, I felt compelled to join the National Guard. I was still wary of my decision-- I was constantly reminded and told of basic training horror stories. I even saw the movie The General's Daughter the day before I left for basic. I
went --it wasn't that bad. It was actually kind of fun. I joined ROTC. I heard horror stories about Advanced Camp, now National Advanced Leadership Camp (NALC). I went. It wasn't that bad. If it hadn't been for injury, it would have been kind of fun.
The key is, usually "horror stories" are like fishing stories. experiences become exaggerated.
Myself, I have fallen in love with Army Medicine! I actually am going to school outside of Madigan Army Med Center. Madigan treats both civilian and military--the civilians rave about the quality of medicine. I would love to work at Madigan, Tripler (Hawaii), Walter Reed (MD) or Heidelberg (Germany). I am still interviewing at med school, been accepted to one to date, and will be commissioned this Spring at a 2LT in US Army. I will go to OBC and then to either USUHS (pending) or LECOM (accepted). LECOM, I owe 12 years, USUHS I owe 15 (due to undergrad ROTC). I desire to have career in Army Medicine
The military does have its ups and downs, but so does any civilian organization. In the Army, you only owe eight years. Four of those will be residency. In this residency, you will recieve captains pay (O3). You will get to travel, see the world. You will also get leadership opportunities that you wouldn't get in most civilian residencies. You get to work with soldiers and their families--an honorable opportunity. You will become instilled with a code of honor, leadership, and discpline that extends past your medical training.
You also get a chance to serve your country.
Keep in mind that Army has most specialties that the civilian world has.
I can understand feeling intimadated by the aspect of being in the military--believe me--I was the same. I started Basic Training afraid I made a terrible decision.
Yet, the Army had a way of growing on me. I heard a lot of horror stories that just were not true. The Army has changed a lot in the past years, and what may have been standard 10 years ago may not be true now. I would at least wait until you have attended OBC, and/or have had the chance to attend a military internship. This will give you an excellent opportunity to see what Army is really like--firsthand. Please don't let secondary horror stories convince you that you made a wrong decision. By the time you finish your residency and four years, it really isn't that long. At that time, you can decide whether or not to continue in military. Plus, if you left then, you have an honorable discharge with a stellar record of not just patient care, but also noteworthy leadership experience and character from being an officer in the United States Army.
Good Luck!