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Hey,
So as I've made it to my third year of medical student, I figured I owed it to this site and you guys to offer advice/help coming from a non-traditional student who's now 30 and past halfway with Med School. I have a blog which I've been kind of absent in posting but I feel it has given a lot of perspective not only from a non-trad but basically someone like myself. I'm sarcastic, direct and sometimes a complete jerk when I'm studying.
Here's the first post I made:
I've made a lot of sacrifices. Had losses/successes. I'm not perfect despite my facetious attitude that people misinterpret. I've had plenty of pitfalls/speed bumps throughout my career so far. But the point stands that I did make it and I'm still here (through the skin of my teeth). Do I have regrets? No, absolutely not. These moments have made me who I am and taught me a lot. Here are some points/things I've learned that I think can help a lot of you in this journey:
DON'T RUSH IT. Trust me. You might think you have to finish all pre-req's/take mcat/etc in 20 minutes and then apply. Don't. Careful planning is a must and you need to not only reaffirm your knowledge base but also work on selling yourself with your past experiences. Once you've established yourself as a non-trad, you need to realize you're putting yourself at an advantage over the competition. How? Because you're taking time to sit in the real world with a job/career/family. This lends a huge amount of experience/wisdom that adcom's appreciate and want from students. You've been in the real world and have an understanding of how life works. Especially how people work. Take that time to strengthen that attribute. Don't feel like a failure or like you have a disadvantage. You'll prove yourself academically AND your experiences. People in UG have the unfortunate issue of having to try to excel academically while only getting a glimpse of the real world. Volunteering only gives you a minute amount of detail about how you talk/interact with people. Being in the workplace means you HAVE to learn how to deal with people correctly. You learn what to say and when to say it. You learn when you need to shut your mouth and when you have every right to speak up. These conversation skills are a HUGE benefit with patients. My experiences in the past have taught me how to handle a patient interview. I don't even have to hesitate/think about what to say with a patient. The conversation flows. This is especially helpful when you forget WHAT question to ask next in your H&P. It also makes the patient way more comfortable talking to you. When you have a candid attitude, the patient feels more comfortable talking with you.
Academically: It sucks, honestly. I've learned that I really can't keep up 100% with my classmates in terms of studying. I sometimes have to spend hours studying material because it's "been a while". It may be different for some of you, but some will experience this as well. You may not get honors. But trust me when I say this - it doesn't matter ONE BIT. The only grade they care for is Step 1. Don't waste your time trying to get the highest grades in MS1/MS2. Focus on understanding the material for Step 1. I had my pitfall last summer that unfortunately caused me to fall even further back in class ranks for Clinical Medicine. That makes my story different. The consequences of my detriment meant having worse time studying/focusing. There are days where I study and the material just doesn't connect. I had to push through that. I hope no one ever experiences what I experienced because it unfortunately did impact me. But the point remains - whatever your intelligence/aptitude, don't feel like a loser if you can't do as great as others. It only matters what you remember/take with you for boards.
Ask away. I'll get notifications so I'll respond if/when I can.
So as I've made it to my third year of medical student, I figured I owed it to this site and you guys to offer advice/help coming from a non-traditional student who's now 30 and past halfway with Med School. I have a blog which I've been kind of absent in posting but I feel it has given a lot of perspective not only from a non-trad but basically someone like myself. I'm sarcastic, direct and sometimes a complete jerk when I'm studying.
Here's the first post I made:
Well, just who the hell am I?
By standard definition of studentdoctor.net, I'm practically considered a non-tradional aspiring physician. Recently being accepted to Medical School, I figured it only obvious to do the next logically sound thing every other medical student does - create a blog.
After graduating from college almost 5 years ago, I applied to Medical School (or made a kind donation of over $3,000) and didn't get in (save for waitlists). I wasn't really deterred/panicked/depressed or any other emotional adjective people would use to describe how some people felt after being rejected from the medical community (Though family and friends would argue otherwise by my lack of communication during the process). I decided I'd spend my time exploring other possible options I hadn't initially thought of pursuing. If medicine was quite possibly not the career for me, then what was? Obviously pharmaceuticals! Landing a job as a Toxicologist at a "Big 5" pharmaceutical company after graduation, I decided I'd try with no bias to see if research was my calling. But just to keep my future prospects in healthcare in check, I also worked as a pharmacy technician at a local retail pharmacy. So, there I was, about to start a journey deciphering what the hell I would do with my future.
Pharmaceuticals is interesting, to say the least, and I can't think of any other words to describe the experience. For the timebeing, I'll keep the description short as this isn't a decription of the jobs I worked, but who I am and how I landed in my current situation. I enjoyed the critical thinking a lotand also the science involved in the signal transduction pathways of the molecules in question. What I didn't enjoy was the monotonous/repetitive farming and the fact that science wasn't a big factor in decision making. There was also the diminishing future prospects because I lacked a title following my name. After spending 2 years there, I decided it was time to hightail it out of here. Those weren't the only reasons; there was also the depressing factor of not having much communication/interaction with people. Do science, give results, go back to lab. Scientists enjoy the almost agoraphobic career, but this isn't something that would be completely rewarding for me (.and working as a pharmacy technician further proved that point.)
Pharmacy Technician? What the hell, Kaustikos? You're doing it wrong! Was it a bad decision? Absolutely not! I'd recommend this job to anyone aspiring to become a physician/pharmacist because it does deal with one of the most important determinants of whether or not you can cut it in healthcare - customer service in healthcare. Elaboration is necessary but not for now. However, there's one thing I'll say about this job; no matter how bad patients were, I really enjoyed the job. The reason wasn't the absolutely nauseating answer of "I love to help people" that so many aspiring pre-meds tend to say. I just enjoyed the gratitude of some patients and the laughably ignorant patients insulting my knowledge/skills while also insinuating the idea that I'm here to make them miserable.
Well, I knew research wasn't fulfilling. So what; you just applied to Medical School? No, I played my cards right and figured out what I'd have to do. Meeting with an Admissions Committee member basically made me realize being out of school actually hurt me. In addition, I'd have to retake my MCAT. Some people would be dejected, but I was motivated. I applied to a local university masters program affiliated with that Medical School. I retook my MCAT and definitely scored high enough to matriculate and waited in anticipation to start the masters. By now, I had told the Tox department I was leaving and pursuing this masters. Some people (the ex*) weren't thrilled with me leaving a career and doing a masters and then applying to Medical School. The choice was already made and nothing would make me change my mind. But the stipulation was that I got a part-time job while doing this program. I ended up getting a full-time job instead. Things looked promising and I stood there awaiting the challenge like King Leonidus.
Okay, let's be clear at this point. I wasn't doing a thesis masters which included research. I was doing full-time research while doing 15 graduate credit hours/semester in the masters. There is a descrepancy and a severely negative effect on your lifestyle that showed while doing this. Family/friends/the ex* will definitely agree to how I changed doing this for a year. Would I do it again? If I had to, yes, because I could do it. The only thing is the drain it has that leads you to be emotionally absent and void of patience. However, graduating from this program with an amazing GPA (that I'm almost certain could have been higher if I wasn't doing research) I was confident this showed just how competent I was in being able to deal with Medical School. A stellar MCAT and great personal statement/interview/phone call/post-interview interview and I'm finally going to start Medical School.
So, who am I? I'm a scientist by experience who enjoys the interactions with patients. All my research has been medicinally relevant which sort of lends an influence into why I not only want to practice medicine but also conduct research relevant to my field of study. I'm confident that what I learned and will learn will not only give me a fulfilling career but give me the ability to contribute greatly to science/healthcare.
All of this leads to where I am now. Years of research, healthcare experience and a masters in hand, I was finally able to figure out what I wanted with my life. Medicine really is what I want to do with my life. This might feel like a personal statement for medical school, but this is more a description of how I got to where I am to sort of get an idea of where I am. I might post my personal statement...I might not. I might tell you to go **** yourself or cleverly create one that mocks the pre-med community. For the time being, enjoy seeing the preparation and waiting for medical school to begin and what insight/wisdom I can offer. I'm not your typical gunner pre-med who jumped to Medical School after graduating. I'm Kaustikos - Cynical Pharmacologist.
I've made a lot of sacrifices. Had losses/successes. I'm not perfect despite my facetious attitude that people misinterpret. I've had plenty of pitfalls/speed bumps throughout my career so far. But the point stands that I did make it and I'm still here (through the skin of my teeth). Do I have regrets? No, absolutely not. These moments have made me who I am and taught me a lot. Here are some points/things I've learned that I think can help a lot of you in this journey:
DON'T RUSH IT. Trust me. You might think you have to finish all pre-req's/take mcat/etc in 20 minutes and then apply. Don't. Careful planning is a must and you need to not only reaffirm your knowledge base but also work on selling yourself with your past experiences. Once you've established yourself as a non-trad, you need to realize you're putting yourself at an advantage over the competition. How? Because you're taking time to sit in the real world with a job/career/family. This lends a huge amount of experience/wisdom that adcom's appreciate and want from students. You've been in the real world and have an understanding of how life works. Especially how people work. Take that time to strengthen that attribute. Don't feel like a failure or like you have a disadvantage. You'll prove yourself academically AND your experiences. People in UG have the unfortunate issue of having to try to excel academically while only getting a glimpse of the real world. Volunteering only gives you a minute amount of detail about how you talk/interact with people. Being in the workplace means you HAVE to learn how to deal with people correctly. You learn what to say and when to say it. You learn when you need to shut your mouth and when you have every right to speak up. These conversation skills are a HUGE benefit with patients. My experiences in the past have taught me how to handle a patient interview. I don't even have to hesitate/think about what to say with a patient. The conversation flows. This is especially helpful when you forget WHAT question to ask next in your H&P. It also makes the patient way more comfortable talking to you. When you have a candid attitude, the patient feels more comfortable talking with you.
Academically: It sucks, honestly. I've learned that I really can't keep up 100% with my classmates in terms of studying. I sometimes have to spend hours studying material because it's "been a while". It may be different for some of you, but some will experience this as well. You may not get honors. But trust me when I say this - it doesn't matter ONE BIT. The only grade they care for is Step 1. Don't waste your time trying to get the highest grades in MS1/MS2. Focus on understanding the material for Step 1. I had my pitfall last summer that unfortunately caused me to fall even further back in class ranks for Clinical Medicine. That makes my story different. The consequences of my detriment meant having worse time studying/focusing. There are days where I study and the material just doesn't connect. I had to push through that. I hope no one ever experiences what I experienced because it unfortunately did impact me. But the point remains - whatever your intelligence/aptitude, don't feel like a loser if you can't do as great as others. It only matters what you remember/take with you for boards.
Ask away. I'll get notifications so I'll respond if/when I can.