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Yesturday I met with a othro and introduced myself and have him a CV and he told me it would be perfectly alright if I could shadow him..So i bought new scrubs and was pretty excited to start of the next day...I went there early 8:15 am (his secretary told me they started at 8:30) said hello to everyone introduced myself..and then began shadowing (following the dent)...and I could tell that he did not like it..His secretary (manager of the whole operation)said I was doing fine...but I got the feeling the dent did not like me shadowing him so I began observing the dental assistants and passed my time observing them...
When I saw the dentist free (he was looking at his clay figure) I approached him and wanted ask him about the last patient procedure he told me that he could not discuss anything with me so i simply just walked away not wanting to invade his personal space any further...eventually lunch time came and I did not feel good about the whole thing (that feeling you get in you gut) but still came back after lunch because they thought i would so i did...after that i followed the assistants the rest of the time and did not get much time with the dentist...
I helped the girls clean up (take out trash what not) and waited till everyone had gone (5:30) one and then spoke with his personal secretary and then she told me it was not gonna work out and the dentist did not like that I was "dogging him all the time".. ( i think she meant shadow but she used the word "dogging" ) I felt really bad and honestly really wanted to cry that instant...but kept calm and sadly said goodbye....at the end she said i hope it works out for u....
I really did give it my all and really did stay out of the dentists way....My feet hurt been on them all day and I did not want the dentist to think i am lazy so i was standing the whole day....This dentist was voted the top dentist in 2009 by a dental association...so I guess I just expected much more...
Anyhow I am really blue and cant help but to feel bad...sorry for making this really long...but it really hurt and I had a terrible experience the first and my last day of shadowing that dentist... so I just had to let it out....so thank you for listening appreciate it....
When I saw the dentist free (he was looking at his clay figure) I approached him and wanted ask him about the last patient procedure he told me that he could not discuss anything with me so i simply just walked away not wanting to invade his personal space any further...eventually lunch time came and I did not feel good about the whole thing (that feeling you get in you gut) but still came back after lunch because they thought i would so i did...after that i followed the assistants the rest of the time and did not get much time with the dentist...
I helped the girls clean up (take out trash what not) and waited till everyone had gone (5:30) one and then spoke with his personal secretary and then she told me it was not gonna work out and the dentist did not like that I was "dogging him all the time".. ( i think she meant shadow but she used the word "dogging" ) I felt really bad and honestly really wanted to cry that instant...but kept calm and sadly said goodbye....at the end she said i hope it works out for u....
I really did give it my all and really did stay out of the dentists way....My feet hurt been on them all day and I did not want the dentist to think i am lazy so i was standing the whole day....This dentist was voted the top dentist in 2009 by a dental association...so I guess I just expected much more...
Anyhow I am really blue and cant help but to feel bad...sorry for making this really long...but it really hurt and I had a terrible experience the first and my last day of shadowing that dentist... so I just had to let it out....so thank you for listening appreciate it....