I really need advice. I went to one of the top 3 undergrads in the country, worked and was president/vice president/ and secretary in three campus groups. I graduated with honors. I passed M1 just fine. This year, I have studied harder and longer than I ever have in my life, despite medical problems which cause me to be in pain on a daily basis, and leave me exhausted. I failed anatomy first semester, and was slated to re-test over the summer. I just failed the second semester by literally one point. Chances are pretty good they will allow me to repeat the year, but there is absolutely no retesting, extra credit, etc. and they are firm on that. There is a chance they could ask me to leave, and I am not allowed to participate in any academic activities until I meet with the PAC in mid May to decide my fate. I have not stopped crying for 4 days. I love the people in my class, and especially the group of 4 I am teamed with. I can't express how much I am grieving that. Emotions aside, I am planning to redo the year. I want to be a pediatrician, and have a passion for it. Of course if I do repeat, there can be no failures. The way I study has always worked well for me except for these two classes. Everything I read says change your study habits. This confuses me. I have no idea what to do this summer. It is so late to apply for anything. I see lots of posts for people repeating M1, but none for M2. Can anyone give me any advice about any of this?