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Just wondering if anyone else is going through this... I talked to some other first-years in my program and I don't think anyone else completely understood. But I know SDN'ers are a different breed, so I thought I would check here
Anyway, I'm in my first year in a clinical psych phd program (just finished a counseling master's program at another school). I'm at a great school with a great mentor. My lab is awesome because I will never have to collect my own data for my dissertation--we have thousands of participants with thousands of variables that I would be interested in. Externship sites for my clinical focus area are a sure thing. However, I can't seem to drop the attitude that I constantly need to be concerned about putting a lot of effort into getting the experiences I need to succeed (e.g. in my master's program I had to go to another department to get research experience and created my own practicum site). I've been having trouble just slowing down and enjoying being a first year without the practica and research responsibilities that will come in later years. I've been having so much difficulty dropping that attitude that my advisor had to sit me down the other day and say "calm down!"
I know that we still have plenty of things we need to build up or CV's for, etc. but I think it's hard to remind myself that one of the biggest hurdles is already over with and it's ok to chill out for a little bit. Can anyone else relate?
Anyway, I'm in my first year in a clinical psych phd program (just finished a counseling master's program at another school). I'm at a great school with a great mentor. My lab is awesome because I will never have to collect my own data for my dissertation--we have thousands of participants with thousands of variables that I would be interested in. Externship sites for my clinical focus area are a sure thing. However, I can't seem to drop the attitude that I constantly need to be concerned about putting a lot of effort into getting the experiences I need to succeed (e.g. in my master's program I had to go to another department to get research experience and created my own practicum site). I've been having trouble just slowing down and enjoying being a first year without the practica and research responsibilities that will come in later years. I've been having so much difficulty dropping that attitude that my advisor had to sit me down the other day and say "calm down!"
I know that we still have plenty of things we need to build up or CV's for, etc. but I think it's hard to remind myself that one of the biggest hurdles is already over with and it's ok to chill out for a little bit. Can anyone else relate?