As it currently stands, there is no way to give you an honest answer. If you can get a similar trend to 99445, I think you will be in a solid place to apply down the road... That said, it is very hard to make a comeback like that. Best of luck, my friend.
I am very sorry to hear about your losses. I hope that these experiences can help fuel your passion for healthcare and a life devoted to safeguarding others' loved ones.