Well Stephen I am not of traditional college age. I am 29 and have a five year old son. I just have four more classes to take and then I will have all my pre-reqs done. The problems that always arise is time and money.
It wasn't just my trip to Chile that threw things off for me. My brother is getting married in Utah in March. Not only is my presence requested at the ceremony, I am also to plan the reception he is having here in Indiana as well. Due to the dates they have picked out, I would miss two weeks of classes just on this one cause. And my boyfriend's sister maybe getting married this spring as well. And that will be in Seattle.
Even if it was just Chile, I wouldn't give up this opportunity. I know I would always regret it.
I can not think of a time when I turn something like this away. It is my nature to give as much as I can possibly give, and I have always gained much in return. I know this trip will change my life and it will be a change for the better. Talking to others I know who have gone on similar trips, hearing the stories of people waiting for days, lining up for miles to receive an exam. People being truly grateful for the service you provide them, and knowing how much we take it for granted.
And while I maybe setting myself back another semester, I know that the experience will be far more rewarding. I thrive on that feeling of knowing that I made a difference. That I went somewhere that I was needed in and gave everything that I had. I need that sense of renewal to not only remind me of things that shouldn't be taken for granted, but to motivate me to do my best and realize how lucky I am.
This is part of the reason why I didn't stick to my orginal major of molecular biology all those years ago. At the time I didn't know that I could use it to enter optometry school or anything of that like. I was being ushered towards research, and I didn't want to spend my life in a lab where I couldn't see how my work was affecting the people it was intended for. I need that reassurance that I did my job well by seeing people happy and content with my work. I really respect the people who don't need that. But it is also that need that drives me towards optometry, cause I like what I currently do and I ain't afraid to say that I am damn good at it. I may complain occasionaly that they always send the problems to me, but I take pride in the fact that I am seen as a knowledgeable troubleshooter who can solve the problem 99% of the time.
I maybe taking a bit longer of a road to get there, but believe you me, I will get there!
Cassandra