Hello everyone, I am in a desperate need of advice/thoughts/and or encouragements regarding whether I should reject a clinical psychology Ph.D. offer (after having accepted it initially earlier this year) to fully commit to the new career path of dentistry (which I've worked on paving since earlier this year and am almost through - I applied to all schools and am just waiting for interviews)
A summary of my past couple of years (sorry it is a bit long):
My long-held interest in mental health and human condition led me to major in neuroscience in college. I considered MD or a PhD. in clinical psych initially but ultimately decided on clinical psych Ph.D. because I wanted to do research and psychotherapy, rather than become a physician. I applied to clinical psych Ph.D. programs the fall after graduating from college and got rejected from everywhere, after which I found a job in clinical research.
While working in clinical research and also talking to many post-docs and assistant professors, I became very disillusioned with the idea of Ph.D. and started to explore other careers in healthcare. I still applied (my second round) to Ph.D. programs in the 2017-2018 cycle but at that point, I had lost most of my enthusiasm for clinical psych Ph.D. I just wanted to give it another shot.
Early this year, I decided to pursue dentistry and started preparing for dental school application.
While I was in the middle of studying for dental school exam, I received an offer from one of the Ph.D. programs I applied. After a week of painful deliberation, I decided to accept the offer since I still held (although weak) interest or some sort of fancy for the path of clinical psych and at that time I wasn't sure how well I was going to do on the dental school exam.
Fast forward 3 months to today: I did really well on the dental school exam and applied to dental schools. I just need to wait for interview offers. After interviews this fall, admission decisions will be sent out in December.
However, I need to decide whether to go to the ph.D. program or not. My original plan was to go to the Ph.D. program (it is fully funded and I receive a stipend -- although barely enough to make ends meet and i'll need to lower my lifestyle considerably) for at least a semester and then see if and to which dental schools I get accepted in December.
However, I am beginning to think maybe I should drop the ph.d. completely and not go through the hassle of moving to another state and starting on a journey that I am no longer committed to.
The truth, is I know that in logical/economical/practical/realistic sense, dental school is the right answer... however, I still have lingering sympathy for the old me who dreamed of becoming a clinical psychologist, despite having become disillusioned with the field of psych. ph.d.
A summary of my past couple of years (sorry it is a bit long):
My long-held interest in mental health and human condition led me to major in neuroscience in college. I considered MD or a PhD. in clinical psych initially but ultimately decided on clinical psych Ph.D. because I wanted to do research and psychotherapy, rather than become a physician. I applied to clinical psych Ph.D. programs the fall after graduating from college and got rejected from everywhere, after which I found a job in clinical research.
While working in clinical research and also talking to many post-docs and assistant professors, I became very disillusioned with the idea of Ph.D. and started to explore other careers in healthcare. I still applied (my second round) to Ph.D. programs in the 2017-2018 cycle but at that point, I had lost most of my enthusiasm for clinical psych Ph.D. I just wanted to give it another shot.
Early this year, I decided to pursue dentistry and started preparing for dental school application.
While I was in the middle of studying for dental school exam, I received an offer from one of the Ph.D. programs I applied. After a week of painful deliberation, I decided to accept the offer since I still held (although weak) interest or some sort of fancy for the path of clinical psych and at that time I wasn't sure how well I was going to do on the dental school exam.
Fast forward 3 months to today: I did really well on the dental school exam and applied to dental schools. I just need to wait for interview offers. After interviews this fall, admission decisions will be sent out in December.
However, I need to decide whether to go to the ph.D. program or not. My original plan was to go to the Ph.D. program (it is fully funded and I receive a stipend -- although barely enough to make ends meet and i'll need to lower my lifestyle considerably) for at least a semester and then see if and to which dental schools I get accepted in December.
However, I am beginning to think maybe I should drop the ph.d. completely and not go through the hassle of moving to another state and starting on a journey that I am no longer committed to.
The truth, is I know that in logical/economical/practical/realistic sense, dental school is the right answer... however, I still have lingering sympathy for the old me who dreamed of becoming a clinical psychologist, despite having become disillusioned with the field of psych. ph.d.
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