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Does anyone else spend most of their time in this meta-zombie state?
I'm in m-3, I'm almost done with my OBGYN rotation, and i'm DRAINED. I get up at 6, go to work at 7, and what with lectures/patients/talks, i HARDLY have time to eat, or, MUCH more importantly, study anything. it's exhausting. I get back home at 6 with absolutely no desire to do anything other than go to bed--apparently, less than 12 hours is no longer enough for me....which is impractical. So i study, sleep for 6 hours, and waking up thinking "oh, when will death come?!"
It's highly unpleasant.
Maybe I've irreversibly messed up all my circadian whateverness over the past 6-7 years; traditionally, i function much better at night, and I completely went with said tradition all through college. I spent my entire second year of medical school in quasi-vampire mode, sleeping from 6 pm to midnight every day, studying until 7 am, going to class, and, well...lather, rinse, repeat. Not working so well right now.
Does ANYONE get what I mean?! Jesus. So much work! What am I gonna do when I start surgery/IM?! And power naps leave me groggy and stir up all those MDD ideations they warn you about.
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I'm in m-3, I'm almost done with my OBGYN rotation, and i'm DRAINED. I get up at 6, go to work at 7, and what with lectures/patients/talks, i HARDLY have time to eat, or, MUCH more importantly, study anything. it's exhausting. I get back home at 6 with absolutely no desire to do anything other than go to bed--apparently, less than 12 hours is no longer enough for me....which is impractical. So i study, sleep for 6 hours, and waking up thinking "oh, when will death come?!"
It's highly unpleasant.
Maybe I've irreversibly messed up all my circadian whateverness over the past 6-7 years; traditionally, i function much better at night, and I completely went with said tradition all through college. I spent my entire second year of medical school in quasi-vampire mode, sleeping from 6 pm to midnight every day, studying until 7 am, going to class, and, well...lather, rinse, repeat. Not working so well right now.
Does ANYONE get what I mean?! Jesus. So much work! What am I gonna do when I start surgery/IM?! And power naps leave me groggy and stir up all those MDD ideations they warn you about.
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